12:59 PM




Usually it bothers me when people wear white eyeliner, but I think it looks nice on Yumepon. ^^ Yumepon is so pretty. Pretty~~~~~~~ *glomps Yume*

Bwahahahaha I nearly killed myself eating Szechuan food just now. T^T Seriously spicy...I had two bowls of rice and two glasses of water, but only three tiny pieces of meat....it was that spicy. I couldn't tell whether the green stuff in the meat were vegetables or peppers so I ate it...and nearly choked to death. Trying to kill me, are you?? *glares at chef* Into the garbage can!! (ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ⌒* I'm never going to eat that stuff again...

Anyways, I finished watching "Koizora" yesterday. Spoiler alert...[You might wanna skip down to the next paragraph.] I almost stopped watching at episode 3 because the outcome was so predictable. For some reason I finished it anyways because I have no life and I didn't feel sad at the ending...maybe because I knew Hiro was going to die. *rolls eyes* All the fangirls were like "Oh that was so touching, I cried my eyeballs out..." What the eff?? I didn't like that series...and I really don't believe the author's claims that "Koizora" was based on a true story...

I have a cold and I'm getting pimples like there's no tomorrow. T^T Not to mention Batsu's really starting to piss me off cause three quarters of the people are offline when I'm online due to stupid time differences. Rawr ~~ I want my sanity back...how long have I been on the computer this past week? 50 hours? 60?? T___T||| I've been deemed "mosher" on Batsu. Great, does that mean the same thing as "needs to get a life"?? *sighs* School starts in a week...not much to look forward 'til then except the church outings on Thursday and Friday and skiing on Saturday. Yeah I miss seeing you guys. <3

You're the flame that feeds my fire so that one day I can burn alive to keep you warm.

<3 Lang

Listening To: Reila - the GazettE

Afterthought: I actually have no idea what "mosher" means so I went to search it up on Wikipedia...XD Here: "Moshing refers to the activity in which audience members at live music performances aggressively push or slam into each other." O___O|||...okay I demand my status be changed to "surfer support"...

7:25 AM




Ryuuto of ClearVeil <3

Random quotes by random people:

Loraluc: Lookie!!!!! I MADE A REITA SMILEY FACE!!! D/X

yuto: [about Takeru's new hairstyle] He doesn't look cute anymore. He looks like a noodleman.

Joey: [in Chinese] My mom took me to Jacob Lengerie. She was like "Jacob is a male name so why don't they sell men's clothing here??"

Wikipedia: yao gun yin yue - shaking and rocking music

LOL the last one was kinda random. O___O Yao gun yin yue actually means rock and roll music...

I am so bored...

<3 Lang

Listening To: Summer Song - Yui

1:54 PM




Bwahahahaha this is so cute. <33333 Kenzo being seme, and Yumehito being uke.

Title: How to Steal a Kiss
Fandom: Ayabie
Pairing: Yumehito x Kenzo
Warnings: slash
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Don't sue me!! *meef*
A/N: Overposting on Batsu has killed all my brain cells. @___@ Me is bored.

How to Steal a Kiss:

1. Sneak up on him.

Yumehito eyed the drummer wearily from around the corner; Kenzo was either reading a book or a magazine, but it was hard to tell from so far away so he crept closer to see what the other boy was doing. A cord on the floor suddenly caught his foot and he stumbled, creating more noise than he had intended to.

“Shit!” he hissed, glancing up to see Kenzo’s eyes widen in surprise.

2. Start a conversation.

“Uhhh sorry Kenzo-kun,” Yumehito mumbled, picking himself up from the floor rather ungracefully.

“Are you alright?” Kenzo inquired.

“Yeah I’m fine.” A nervous grin spread across Yumehito’s face as he strode towards the drummer, trying to ignore the rampant pounding of his heart. “So what are you up to?”

“Ah I was just going to read –“

3. When he’s not expecting it, press a big kiss on his lips.

“– a book called…” Kenzo’s sentence was cut short as Yumehito leaned in to place a loving kiss against his lips. “…How to Steal a Kiss.”

Both men glanced at each other and simultaneously burst into laughter.

“You should,” Yumehito suggested, trying to conceal a smirk. “It always works.”

THE END

A/N: Gosh that was incredibly short...

<3 Lang

Listening To: Unforgettable - DBSK

8:16 AM




Hehe, look at my smexy boy smirk. ^^

Tagged by Gloria

The Rules of the Game are simple:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note
with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.
At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged.
--- you have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tagged you, it's because I want know more
about you.---

1) I generally like songs about spring/summer.

2) My hands are always unnaturally cold. Sometimes I wear gloves around the house...

3) Usually, I have to listen to a song 3-4 times before I actually like it. Unless it's Silly God Disco. Or Cassis. <333

4) My latest obsession: Batsu.org. My greatest infatuation: Kai.

5) I secretly feel sorry for wannabe Asians, but I guess whites would say the same for us. =P

6) I hate it when people expect me to talk.

7) I have this weird habit where I can only use certain words when I write. @___@

8) I hate music players that automatically start to play when you enter a site, especially ones that you can't turn off. Stop trying to be an effing show off, not everyone shares the same taste in music as you...

9) I could listen to the bass guitar all day long. <3 It bothers me a lot when people complain that they're "useless" and "can't be heard" because then why would every band have a bass guitarist??

10) I have size four feet and I blame them on my ancestors, who probably bound their feet to keep them from growing. Do they still consider small feet to be beautiful in China?? T^T

11) I hate China's government. They banned Silver Ash from Beijing and forced them to change their VK style, not to mention they don't allow many foreign bands to perform in China. D=< In case you haven't noticed, China barely has any singers/bands. They're all from Taiwan/Hong Kong...

12) I crack the middle joint of my fingers instead of the knuckle like most people.

13) I easily lose respect for people who change themselves for others.

14) I hate pork meat unless it's in Chinese food. Even then, I still try to stay away from it...

15) *pushes China and Japan together* BE FRIENDS, OKAY??

16) I want to learn: French, Spanish, German, Japanese, Korean, Cantonese. Gosh, that'll be heckloads of fun. DX

Tags:

Um go ahead and copy it. I don't really care...

<3 Lang

Listening To: Kochouran - alice nine.

7:51 PM




Aiyaaa what is with those glasses?? @___@ *pokes Saga*

Soi en Rentrer is disbanding today. ;___; Sorry to ruin your Christmas, though if you were a true SER fan you would've known already. *pats* It's okay ~~ They'll probably reband in a few years, or move on to other bands. So be happy!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

<3 Lang

Listening To: Cotton Eye Joe - Vanessa Mae [My parents bought the DVD and it's been stuck in my head all day. XD]

8:52 PM




Let the festivities begin ~~ Credits for this lovely banner go to uebo14 on LJ.

I went to church today, as promised. The people at church were all like "Leyang, we missed you. Why don't you come more often??" -___-||| They actually care about me?? Gosh, the people at church are nice. I'm touched, really.

Conversation from church:

[a guy screams "nian gao" aka "sticky cake" really, really loudly]
Me: Oh my God...
Church people: -___-|||
Me: I mean, uh, holy shit.
Church people: -___-|||
Me: Never mind.

LOL...

Thank you Le Meng for the cookies and gift card. I'll miss you when you go back to university. ;___;

I posted on Ameba!! ^o^ Go read it here and don't laugh at my terrible Japanese, onegai shimasu. The emoticons on Ameba are very cute, yet they're sorta odd looking too. <333

<3 Lang

Listening To: Ayabie - Cubic'「L/R]ock

9:18 AM




Special Christmas delivery from Nao ~~ Yes it's Christmas Eve, I'm fully aware of that. -___-||| I'm just feeling rather festive at the moment. Oh God I'm dumb. It's December 23.

I haven't been to church in so long that Kristen called me today and invited me to their Christmas concert. T___T The last time I went to church was Thanksgiving which was in October, and that was because someone had invited me too. Then a couple of weeks ago the pastor sent me a present, saying that he hadn't seen me in a while. Gosh, I feel guilty. I'm sorry ~~ From now on, I'll go to church whenever I can.

Anyways, I created an Ameba account!! Took me a long time to figure out the Japanese in order to create the account. T^T All my posts in "Nihongo" will be there, once I improve. At the moment, I'll stick to English cause my Japanese is too shitty and people would probably laugh at it/not understand what I'm trying to say. -___-||| Not that I'll stop posting on Blogger. They're two seperate blogs for two seperate languages. And I wonder if I should post in Chinese too...

When I was browsing through Ameba, I stumbled across this:

http://official.ameba.jp/ranking/day/accessRankingCategory16-1.html

Really interesting ~~ Aoi, Intetsu, Yumehito, Ryuuji, and Shou are all in the top 10!! <333 There's also Saga, Nao, Hiroto, Takeru, Tatsuhi, Sou, Shiyuu, etc. Tora isn't on the list because he never updates. *hint hint nudge nudge* XD Once a year isn't good, Tora. -___-||| I wonder if they rank you based on how often/much you post or how interesting your posts are...

I just realized that I bought tea for my parents, but they don't have a teapot. *sweatdrop* It broke two weeks ago...

<3 Lang

Listening To: Always - Loveholic [I've been looking for this song for over a month and I finally found it today. ^o^]

8:52 AM




Nao of A9 <3

New blogskin featuring Kai of the GazettE. Isn't he lovely?? *loves Kai to bits and pieces* <333 Credits go to Mizurei for the awesome layout. Thank you.

Anyways, I stayed up 'til 3 AM watching a Chinese drama with my parents. ^___~ It's called "妈妈再爱我一次" aka "Mom, Love Me One More Time". The story is about a boy whose dad gets into a car accident and loses the ability to see, speak, walk, etc. Therefore the boy has to live with his new "stepmom" who he hates and calls an imposter and blah blah blah. Yeah that's the story up to episode 3. I'm on episode 8 now. 24 more to go. I have a feeling that the dad is going to die soon...;___; I was really surprised that I could understand 90% of the Chinese without subs. ^o^

The heating in my house went off for a few hours this afternoon. Had to wear two sweaters and a jacket. T___T Cold, cold, cold...

So I escaped to Gin's house and we played Go. ^^ It reminded me of the PV for Ishoku Othello. *stuffs Go pieces into mouth and spits them out* LOL it's what Sou does in the PV. XD Anyways, I had no patience and lost really easily. Apparently in real Go tournaments they play for 6 hours. @___@ Yeah about that two minute attention span...LOL ~~ Then we went to read NC-17 fanfics. Really pervy!! XD Thank you Gin for the shirt and necklace, and for an uber fun day. *hugs* Merry Christmas, dear ~~

Going to watch more episodes of that drama...*tralalalala*

<3 Lang

Listening To: Filth in the Beauty - the GazettE [That's why the title of this blog is "Sexual DISGRACE". XD]

3:07 PM




Left to Right: Kai, Aoi, Ruki, Reita, Uruha ~~ Wow the dolfies and humans really look alike, especially Kai and Aoi. O___O Jealous of whoever owns them...

I went to Jeannie's birthday party today. <3 Skipped breakfast on purpose cause we were going to Starwalk Buffet. Anyways, Emily kept telling me jokes and I kept gagging on my food so now I have a stomach ache cause I couldn't digest my food properly. T___T Rawr ~~ I'll skip dinner too. XD But it was really fun.

Some pictures I took with my phone:



Alice's little brother with the face of Doraemon on his butt. LOL ~~ Poor kid was molested by Emily, but he looked like he was enjoying it. T___T|||



One of Jeannie's birthday presents ~~



Sneak shot of a bishie that worked at the restaurant ~~ Alyssa and I were spying on him the whole time. -___-|||

Happy birthday, Jeannie!! Though your real birthday isn't 'til next week...

<3 Lang

Listening To: Fearless - Jay Chou

Afterthought: Lolita23q announced today that they would be releasing their second album on March 25 aka Sou's birthday!! Looking forward to it. ^___~

6:03 PM




Zekusu ex. Akihabara Shounendan Dennou Romeo <3

Today was the last day of school!! \(*o*)/ Thank you for all your gifts and cards. Merry Christmas to you too ~~ *hugs*



I took a picture of Jenny's candygram cause it's really cute. Yay Pon!! <3

<3 Lang

Listening To: Ting Ma Ma de Hua - Jay Chou

12:46 PM


Jay Chou Toronto Concert 2008 [Warning: Image heavy and some mild fangirling]

So after sifting through 200+ photos and having my camera die on me three times:



First one was a bit blurry cause I was still adjusting my camera. ;___;



Jay looks so "princely" in that outfit. He even had a diamond cane when he first walked onto the stage. O___o



I want gloves like that.



Smexy boy <3



Jay and salsa dancers. After this act, all the female salsa dancers went into the audience and started dancing with random guys. One of them gave this guy a lap dance and his wife didn't look too happy. XD



Jay and umbrella dancers.



Two strippers girls + Jay = unapproving fangirls T^T



Jay performing the song "Niu Zai Hen Mang" aka "Cowboy on the Run".



Jay playing the theme song to Mario. x] Before that, he performed a song dedicated to all the people who are studying abroad but really miss China. Do I count?? Hehehe ^^



Piano duel between Jay and some Chinese guy [based off the movie "Secret"]. Really intense...



Jay playing the gu zheng.



Jay playing the guitar.



Jay playing the drums.



Nan Quan Ma Ma <3



Lara from Nan Quan Ma Ma <3 Isn't she cute?? Apparently she's half-Russian half-Chinese.



So many fans <3



Pretty fireworks ~~



Here's a clip of Jay singing Cai Hong [Rainbow]. I missed the first verse sorry. ;___;

At one point, Jay walked onto the stage with dreadlocks. LOL ~~ My seat was in front of a group of fangirls [and one very brave fanboy XD], and we were screaming so much that a couple beside us were giving death glares. T^T Eff you, I will proclaim my love for Jay as loudly as I want. "ZHOU JIE LUN, WO AI NIIIIIII!!" <3

Thank you for one of the most memorable and inspirational nights of my life. 希望你以后还会回来. 我爱你!! <3

<3 Lang

Listening To: What can I do - Nan Quan Ma Ma

7:40 PM




Yu-ki of Lolita23q <3 Did I post this before?? I seriously can't remember...

Went down Bloor St. with Alice, Jeannie, and Alyssa to buy tea for my parents and a Starbucks tumbler for myself. The Starbuck tumblers in Japan have such pretty designs. T^T Bet Nao-san has a collection of them. XD



2008 design ~~

Anyways, today was Holiday Concert/Cafe Blanc!! \(*o*)/ The only act I really liked for Cafe was Thunder - Boys Like Girls performed by some M4s. The rest were blehh ~~ Why did all the singers sound like they were dying of boredom?? T___T||| When Kevin Kim was singing, he messed up last chorus by saying "Your eyes were the soundtrack of my summer" instead of "Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer". XD LOL ~~ Heard a lot of F2s fangirling over him after the performance...

In art class on Monday, Grace K and Sam painted "I love KK" in Kevin Kim's art book. XD

Anyways, when I was about to leave Cafe Blanc, I saw a bishie standing by the wall and he waved to me and I was like "O___O||| Who are you??" After a long, awkward, pause in which we stood stupidly looking at each other, his mom walked by and I realized it was a guy from my old school. Ohhh ~~ Seriously, in four years he has transformed from nerd to hot bishie. Why is it that his sister goes to my school, but he doesn't?? T^T

When I went to warm up for my performance I put this weird lotion on my hand that I found in the art room and my hands started stinging really, really badly. Seriously, they turned a bright red colour and Alice T was like "I think you're allergic..." So I went and washed it off. Blehhh ~~ It was for "very sensitive" skin too. The performance went okay. Though we had to share one music stand with four people. T^T Really uncomfortable ~~ At the concert they were showing a slideshow of student art and one of the collages by an F2 looked similar to Ruki of the GazettE. My eyes are deceiving me. XD

America - West Side Story was <3. I could have danced all night - My Fair Lady was <3. Taiko drumming was <3. Waltz in Masquerade Suite was <3. White Christmas was <3. Twelve days of Christmas was <3. Stage band was <33333.

<3 Lang

Listening To: Ryuusei Rocket - An Cafe

4:08 PM




OMG those cheeks are almost as tempting as Sou's...*pinches cheeks* XD This is the same Mashiro from Himeyuri!! <3

I'm showing symptoms of a cold. My nose is stuffed and I'm feeling a mixture of heartburn/headache/stomachache. Apparently, so is my mom. T^T She gave me bai lan geng to drink and it tastes so bad. Blehhh ~~ *pukes*

I received an email from my English teacher saying that our paper was due tomorrow, not Friday. So I'm in big trouble for procrastinating 'til now cause the word requirement adds up to a total of 900 words and I'm barely at 200. *hangs self* T^T Anyways, today Mr. Disante and Mme. Recurt walked into our Spanish class and Mr. Disante asked "Estáis los estudiantes buenos o malos??" And Mme. Recurt was like "Malos malos!!" Sra PC gave them a O___O look and said "Estan locos..." And then Mme. Recurt said to Sra PC "I'll buy you a coffee. Tu veux un 'medium size'??" XD Really hilarious ~~ Okay, now I'm just blabbing randomly...

Six facts about me:

1. If you're a guy, crossdress/wear makeup [and can pull it off well!!], and play some sort of a musical instrument, there's a high chance I'll be obsessed with you. XD
2. I'm terrible at lying, but I do it anyways.
3. I have serious jealousy issues. So no touching insert name of significant other here or I will personally hunt you down and snap your neck with my bare hands. Rawr ~~
4. I'm going to end up as a smoker. Or an alchoholic. Or in prison.
5. The only reason why I'm living is because I live for someone else. Call me foolish or pathetic but until you give me a better reason to live, my heart is completely devoted to those I love. <3
6. I know more than you think I do, but you don't know me as well as you think you do.

I am so bored. How long can I procrastinate before I absolutely have to do my English homework?? *sighs* T^T Holiday concert is tomorrow!!

<3 Lang

Listening To: Daybreak - An Cafe

3:30 PM




Happy birthday to Junsu!! <3 Though I sort of stopped following DBSK...

Conversation between me and Jenny M:

Me: Emily is getting Alice chocolates from Costo for Christmas.
Jenny: That's not a very...personal gift. I'm pretty sure Alice didn't write "Chocolate from Costo" on her wishlist.
Me: LOL!! Wait, I just thought of a random question. If you kill a bad guy, does that make you a bad guy or a good guy.
Jenny: A good guy, unless you kill too many bad guys, like Light in Deathnote who can't stop killing people.
Me: *dies laughing*

LOL I'm so easily amused. ~~

Short post cause I have to go elope with Pon finish my civics paper. *stabs civics paper with a fork* Rawr ~~

<3 Lang

Listening To: Amazing - HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR

Afterthought: Okay I stopped working. Was distracted by some fangirl who was obsessing over Hiroto's post in English so I went to look for it. XD Here:

2008-05-17 06:16:41
Thank you very much for all the messages from over sea!
I`ll give all my heart back to you when we get to see you sometime in the future!!

I'm seriously impressed. I thought he'd use an online translator like someone *cough cough Shou*. XD

4:54 PM




So at first I thought those were handcuffs...ahem ahem. *wrong thoughts* I wanna tie you to my bed.

Anyways, guess what I found on my bed today?? A pair of tickets to see Jay Chou at the ACC!! \(*o*)/ Whoot!! ~~ Thank you mom. <3 Catherine and Stephanie are going too. ^^ Catherine is the most Jay Chou obsessed person I have ever met. Seriously, she bought the tickets as soon as they were available in September. Anyways, it feels like the whole Chinese community of Toronto is really worked up about the concert...you're either going or you want to go. I'm so lucky. ~~ But it's on a school night...

Jay Chou reminds me of Eric Liu...@___@

I had my piano recital today. Went okay thanks for asking. ~~ As soon as I walked into the room, Glora said "Crossdressing guys??" and I was like O___o and then she said "On your Facebook profile, it says you like crossdressing guys. Does that include Marilyn Manson??" XD LOL I told her I meant crossdressing, good-looking guys. XD Anyways, I really messed up one line in my piece. At the end, Sandra was like "I know many of you were nervous and made a few mistakes...*glares at me*" *gulps* I'm afraid to hear what she has to say at my next lesson...

I bought everyone's Christmas gift today!! \(*O*)/ And my wallet is crying.

<3 Lang

Listening To: Tui Hou - Jay Chou

12:28 PM




Ryohei <3 Why can't my hair look like that??

My parents invited their friends over for an incredibly early Christmas dinner so I've escaped off to my room to blog!! I seriously loathe adult conversations. They were making dumplings when suddenly the topic of foot problems came up and I was like "Errr yeah...I think I'll leave now. *sweatdrop*" Blah! So here's another story for you guys [Warning: It's highly disturbing. And by highly, I mean I wanted to puke my guts out after hearing about it. Sick, really ~~]:

This happened exactly twenty years ago in Tokyo, Japan. A 16 year old, grade 11 student named Junko Furuta was abducted by four guys and taken to one of their homes where she was forced to call her parents and say that she was with a friend and in no danger whatsoever, and her parents believed this [because they were fucking naive]. The parents of one of the guys knew about Furuta's abduction but kept it a secret because apparently one of the guys was part of the Yakuza and had threatened to kill them. Junko Furuta was held for a total of 44 days in which the guys repeatedly tortured her: raping her over 400 times, beating her with an iron rod, tying her up and using her body as a punching bag, stomping on her body, shoving fireworks up her a** and then setting them off, cutting her with pliers, dropping dumbbells onto her stomach, forcing her to eat cockaroaches and drink urine, burning her with cigarettes and lighters [mind you, that was after they poured flammable liquid all over her body], other acts that they probably won't admit to, do you want me to go on?? She was so disfigured that she couldn't even walk to the washroom and many times she had begged the guys to kill her. On January 4, she died and the guys hid her body in a drum filled with cement.

Okay rape is bad enough, but this is beyond inhumane. It's disgusting. I seriously feel like puking as if I'd just eaten a handful of cockaroaches myself at what these guys did to another human being, not to mention a 16 year old girl. Truly heartless ~~ And their sentences are pathetic too. 8 years in jail, not to mention one guy was bailed out cause he paid 50,000 yen!! Pfffttt they're free men now, probably going around Tokyo looking for their next victim. Jail sentences in Japan are way too light. For the crimes that these four men commited they should be given a lifetime sentece, or even better they should be tortured to death. Make them suffer the way Furuta did, laugh and watch them beg for mercy like they did to Furuta, and maybe then they'll feel some sympathy for the girl and her family. R.I.P. Junko Furuta and God bless her family. <3

The song Taion by the GazettE is dedicated to Furuta and her family. <3 So God bless the Gaze-boys too for showing they care. I respect them dearly for writing about issues like incest [Filth in the Beauty], abortion [Guren], rape [Taion], stuff that other artists would probably refuse to talk about. Anyways, I think Ruki was trying to imitate Furuta's screams in Taion. Really haunting effect...

My parents are calling me for dinner but I don't feel like eating...

<3 Lang

Listening To: Cross Game - Alice Nine

3:12 PM




HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOL!!!! XD I laughed so hard my stomach started aching and it still is aching. My favourite two seconds in the Rainbows PV ~~

Today in health class, Ms. Ewing asked everyone to write down a question on a piece of paper and put it in a box. So I asked "If you are attracted to a transgender/transvestite, does that make you bi??" This question has been burning in my head for months...seriously feel weird questioning my own sexual orientation. T___T||| Wouldn't it be gay for either gender to be attracted to someone who is a guy but dresses as a girl, or vice versa?? Not that I wouldn't mind being bi for my dear bishies. XD The majority don't even look female anyways...

Anyways, Ms. Ewing told us this story about a guy being forced to rape a girl on a rooftop and then kill her as part of a gang initiation. So one night he followed this random girl on the street, covered her face with a hood, and took her to a rooftop and where raped her, with all the gang members watching. When he was about to kill her, the gang members told him to remove the hood and look at the victim before killing her, so he did. Turns out the victim was his mom. And even more disturbing was that he proceded to push her off the building because he thought that joining an effing gang was more important that his own mother. Yeah smart move. I'm sure you won't regret this when you're rotting in hell someday. Pfffttt ~~

Then I had my Spanish test. One of the questions was to translate "He goes out with their nephew" and I was like "Errr isn't it 'He goes out with his nephew??'" And Sra. PC gave me a O___o look and said "No it's 'their' nephew". Yeah and she had to repeat that about 3 times before I got it. Turns out "their" was referring to the aunt and uncle and "he" was just some random guy. XD *smacks head* My head was blanking during the entire test...I was so spaced out during the aural section that I didn't hear half the questions. They sort of went in one ear and out the other. Anyways, I was surprised that I got a 91% in that section. \(*o*)/

Camwhoring and neoprints from a while ago...



Haha ignore the weird expression and blurriness. Point is I really effing miss having long hair. ;___; Even if it's hell to straightenen.

And the neoprints/photostickers [whatever they're called]:





Blehhh stupid quality...

It's the weekend!! \(*o*)/

<3 Lang

Listening To: Mikansei Sapphire - Lolita23q

4:44 PM




Ryuutaro dear <333 He seriously does not look 35, does he?? I refuse to believe that he's old enough to be my parent because fangirling over your parents is unlawful, not to mention creepy...*shudders*

Today, my piano teacher said that I improved a lot. =D Really shocking!! She was so happy that she almost didn't mind when I told her I didn't do my theory homework. Phew ~~ *wipes sweat* She is so effing intimidating!! >___< Theory is dumb anyways. Why the hell is theory compulsory?? *slams head into keyboard* Nothing is making sense to me...

I have a piano recital on Sunday. T^T I've been practicing and all but...ughhh I wanted to go shopping this weekend. Rawr ~~ Parents are inviting their friends over on Saturday so I can't go then. Really bad timing, no?? But don't worry I'll somehow find time to buy Christmas presents, otherwise I'd be sure to get murdered. *sweatdrop* Gloria's going too so we can fangirl over bishies. Yeah ~~

I was taking a shower the other day when blood started leaking out of my ear. O___o And it wasn't a cut on the outside of my ear, it was bleeding on the inside. I was like "Errr is this normal?? Probably not...mehhh whatever." XD When I told Xiwen about it, she said it's probably because I have brain damage. Yeah great, another problem to add to my list of illnesses. Pfffttt ~~ I highly doubt it's brain damage and if it is, well then I'll somehow live with it. There's no way I'm going to see my doctor anyways. He told me to get a flu shot last week and I said no because people have warned me that it hurts a lot and I don't plan to have someone stab me in the arm anytime soon. I've survived 14 years without getting a single flu shot and I've only gotten the flu once. T^T So yeah, I'm going to avoid him until winter's over. XD Anyways, we were in Spanish class and everytime I got a question wrong Xiwen was like "It's because you have brain damage!!" Grrr ~~ *kicks Xiwen* You got as many questions wrong as I did!! XD

Now I can't stop sneezing. O___o That was four in a row. What the hell?? STOP!!!!

<3 Lang

Listening To: Himawari - Sugar

5:13 PM




Ruki and Uruha of the GazettE <333 These two have way too much smexiness for their own good. *steals some*

Title: Pieces
Fandom: the GazettE
Pairing: Uruha x Ruki, slash
Chapter: oneshot
Rating: PG-13, not even. G maybe?? XD
Disclaimer: Not mine, not yours unless you’re Uruha or Ruki. O___o *omg*
Summary: We fit together so perfectly that it’s hard to imagine we were broken at some point.
A/N: What do I do when my head is being swarmed with six different fanfic ideas?? I start a seventh one. T___T||| I got inspired when I was babysitting my neighbour and he wanted to play a puzzle game. Go figure.

The heartbeat monitor was no longer a reassuring sign.

Uruha laid his head against the other boy’s chest and listened to the rhythmic thump thump of a dying heart. The beats were getting weaker and weaker now, and Uruha looked up with concern at the figure before him; a once-vibrant Ruki was now fighting against his own body to keep breathing, to live. All the colour had faded from his face to leave it a deathly sort of white that matched the hospital sheets perfectly. If it hadn’t been a life-death situation, Uruha would’ve almost smiled at how angelic the other boy looked.

“Uru-san.” The word barely escaped Ruki’s lips as he looked up at Uruha with lonely, distant eyes that were already starting to cloud over. His once beautiful voice had become so hopelessly broken that Uruha wasn’t sure he recognized it anymore, and it frightened the boy greatly that he may never be able to hear Ruki sing again.

“I don’t want you to die,” Uruha mouthed silently into the bed sheets as he reached out to caress the other boy’s hand, to lace Ruki’s fingers with his own. “But that is selfish of me to live happily while you face near-certain death. So what’s keeping you here? Is it me? Am I holding you back? I’m sorry, Ruki. I’m sorry for not being able to save you. I’m sorry for not being your life support.”

Uruha’s eyes flickered once again to the heart monitor and its steady, monotonous beeping doesn’t seem to ease the hollowness he feels in his chest. Even now his love could do nothing to save Ruki; the other boy’s fate laid in the hands of these frightening machines that would eventually decide whether he would live-or die.

“Do you remember what I told you the other day?” The strange, haunting spoke again, and Uruha nodded, seeing the other boy's face instantly light up at this. How could he possibly forget?

“We’re like a set of puzzle pieces,” Ruki had suggested and if it hadn’t been for his serious tone, Uruha would’ve almost laughed at the odd analogy. “We fit together so perfectly that it’s hard to imagine we were broken at some point. And like any puzzle, they pieces always look better when they’re together, not when they’re separated.”

The beeping on the heart monitor was getting more and more gradual, and Uruha could feel his heart being torn to pieces at an equally painful speed. Yet this fact soothed him a little, because it meant that Ruki was no longer struggling, that he could live peacefully again.

“Sometimes pieces don’t fit,” Ruki had continued thoughtfully, and with much certainty in his voice now. “Like us, we’re not always happy. But any puzzle can be solved no matter how hard it is.”

Uruha had simply nodded and laughed at Ruki’s idea, yet it secretly reassured some part of him that had been doubtful.

“What if there’s a piece missing that could never be replaced?” Uruha asked softly to no one in particular, and as his eyes fell upon the heartbeat monitor for the millionth time he discovered that the beeping had stopped altogether.

Because you were that piece of my heart

THE END

More A/N: My punctuation is horrible and my English teacher would probably have a heart attack if he ever read this. So don't tell him unless you want him to die a very, very painful death. ;___; I also have issues with verb tenses...

<3 Lang

Listening To: Harusaki Sentimental - Plastic Tree

Afterthought: Even more A/N!! After reading this fanfic countless numbers of times to edit and re-edit, I'm not very satisfied with how it turned out. It feels so rushed. Blehhh ~~

3:48 PM




Emiru ~~ He's so perfect. <3

I lost my math notebook and all my fanfics were in there. I am in so much trouble... Never mind, I found it!! XD Phew ~~ *wipes sweat*

From Shattered-Tranquility.net's Bi-Monthly Baton! August 2008 Edition II:

【August Bi-Monthly Baton -- Round II
Google Search!】

Choose five of your favourite band members:
1. Hiroto [alice nine.]
2. Tora [alice nine.]
3. Uruha [the GazettE]
4. Shou [alice nine.]
5. Kai [the GazettE]

Now, go to Google.com and search the following phrases filling in the [ ] with the number of the corresponding artist. After the ♪, paste a sentence you have found.
If you can't find any results, swap the names.

Type in �[number one] needs� in the Google search:
♪ Hiroto NEEDS YOU!! [Okay then. XD *hugs Pon*]

Type in �[number two] looks� in Google search:
♪ Tora looks like Saga. [Uhhh what?? They have different coloured hair for goodness sakes. -___-|||]

Type in �[number three] says� in Google search:
♪ "We can do this," Uruha says, silencing Aoi, taking his face in his hands. [Hahahahahaha what the fuck?? XD *dies laughing*]

Type in �[number four] wants� in Google search:
♪ Shou wants Saga. [LOL!! XD What is this, cheating on Hiropon?? *beats some sense into Shou*]

Type in �[number five] does � in Google search:
♪ If you marry Kai does he really help you with farm work? [No, he will help me with cooking because he's Kai. ^^]

Type in �[number one] hates� in Google search:
♪ Hiroto hates celery.

Type in �[number two] asks� in Google search:
♪ Tora asks, "But that's not love right?"

Type in �[number three] goes� in Google search:
♪ Uruha goes through more mood swings than a pregnant woman. [LOL]

Type in �[number four] likes� in Google search:
♪ Shou likes the early mornings when Hiroto’s only just waking up. [See?? I told you Shou and Pon are a much nicer pair. *pushes Shou and Pon together*]

Type in �[number five] eats � in Google search:
♪ Kai eats 1/2 kg a day. [Trying to be anorexic are we?? >=( *shoves food into Kai's mouth*]

Type in �[number one] is� in Google search:
♪ Hiroto is the best. [Haha yeah!! *high fives*]

Type in �[number two] plays� in Google search:
♪ *cough cough* Too wrong to post...

Type in �[number three] must� in Google search:
♪ Uruha must be back by 11 or else Aoi gets worried. [Over-protective boyfriend hahahahaha XD]

Type in �[number four] watches� in Google search:
♪ Shou watches Death Note. [Cool me too!! -n00b-]

Type in �[number five] will� in Google search:
♪ Kai will make a man out of you. [Errr okay then. >___>|||]

Yay, I had fun doing that!! *gets dragged back into reading Shakespeare* Darn ~~

<3 Lang

Listening To: Guru Guru - Serial Number

5:10 PM




Good morning, beautiful. <333 Why the sleepy face?? [LOL it's 8 PM in Canada so in Japan it's approximately 10 AM ish.]

I went shopping today to look for some Christmas presents, but came home empty-handed. Well I got a blue-green top for myself. XD I'm being selfish. H&M is a really good store to find lolita clothes or victorian styles in general, and it's pretty affordable too. <3 I wanted to buy a jacket there but they didn't have my size. =( *sniffle sniffle* My mom got really excited when I told her about the semi-formal and started looking for dresses and telling me to dance with a lot of guys and blah blah blah. XD She's not even the one going to the dance for goodness sakes, not to mention it's still three months away. *sweatdrop* I'm not excited for semi-formal. There are better ways to spend $30 + cost of dress is what I mean and oh fuck, no hot bishies to dance with!! What the hell?? Rawr ~~ Guys at my school are as disgusting as gum that sticks to the bottom of your shoe after being chewed. XD Bleh ~~

My mom bought some durian and I tried it!! Super delicious ^^ My dad was complaining about the smell. LOL ~~ Well I think it smells fine. @___@ They're like hell to open up though so beware, unless you want to get poked severely like I did!!

Tomorrow is the start of another week. Rawr ~~ You can survive two more weeks, Lang!! *dies* LOL I don't think I've ever been this lazy before. Even when I have projects due, I keep telling myself that it doesn't really matter. Only life matters anyways ~~

<3 Lang

Listening To: Harusaki Sentimental - Plastic Tree

6:06 PM


I gave myself a haircut today and oh how miserably I failed:



Look at how effing short the sides are!! >___<||| I just took a pair of sisscors and went *snip snip snip* across even though I had no clue what I was doing. WHYYY?!! Rawr ~~ Gosh I feel exposed. I don't think my hair has been this short since kindergarden. I'm going to keep my hair up with bobbypins 'til it grows back or until I don't hate it so much. Next time I'll go to a proper hairdresser. *sweatdrop*



All the hair I cut off, harhar. Huge mess...my mom's pissed cause she just vaccuumed my floor yesterday.

Holidays start in two weeks!! \(*o*)/ I'm stressed out with schoolwork and presents on one side and evil, controlling parents on the other. *sighs* I need to buy Christmas presents for all my lovelies this week. If that includes you [you know who you are], can you stop being polite and just tell me what you want cause I'm having a God damn time coming up with ideas. [and unless you want a box of chocolates...T___T|||]

Anyways, I can't stop reading J-Rock fanfics on LJ. They're so much fun to read when you're bored. <3 Why do all of them have to do with sex?? *smacks head* Not that I mind, cause secretly you know it turns me on. LOL ~~ Shit, fanfics are poisoning my mind ahhhh. Uber seme Kai!! <333 You know what's really depressing?? I'm not "old enough" to read a lot of the fanfics I write. How effing naive do adults think we are??

I missed my school's "othello" dance last night to watch J-Rock PVs. I'm feel like I'm starting to get more and more anti-social. [and lazy...]

<3 Lang

Listening To: Innocent Teens - Vidoll

Afterthought: I randomly found a pair of headphones in my drawer. ~~ No idea where they came from or if they're even mine, but yay headphones!! \(*o*)/ My old ones needed to be replaced anyways.

5:22 AM


Which of the alice nine. members are you attracted to?



^_^V You are most attracted to Hiroto! He is the first of the two guitarists of the group, and he is ultimately adorable. ~

He is the youngest of the members (along with being the shortest), and he's just so fun, and cute. He has a childish manner, and when he smiles, you could see his crooked teeth. XD He's aDORKable. <3

He loves to go shopping, and he collects shoes. He loves his guitar as if it was not an inatimate object, and his nickname from the group is Pon. Kawaii~desu!

Which member of alice nine. are you?



Hiroto deeeeeeesu!
You are a pretty happy person and appear very carefree, but from time to time your surprise everybody with how deep in thought you really are.

Which member of alice nine. is your perfect match?



Although he's rash and a little brattish sometimes, Hiroto is sensitive to other people's feelings and can warm up to almost everyone. His love is strong and true and he'll stay by your side 'til the very end. He tends to have bouts of depression from time to time and you are exactly the kind of optimistic person he needs. Though you may hurt him unintentionally with your words, Hiroto is the kind who forgives and forgets, especially since he knows you really care for him. You enjoy walking next to him, which is probably a good thing, and you won't make him compromise for your sake. You may be a bit shy sometimes, but Hiroto gives you the courage to face all adversities bravely. Good job! :)

Which alice nine. member are you most like or would get along with most?



You are Hiroto, one of two guitarists in Alice Nine!
His real name is Ogata Hiroto, and his nickname is Pon. He was born May 4th 1985, so he will be 23 this year. He is the youngest member, and is so cute! Hiroto is very sweet and is totally in tune with his emotions. He seems to be a brilliant consoler (if thats even a word :S) because he is so damn nice!
And he likes the sky... hehe well not as much as I say he does but meh I can always dream...

LOL <333 Well if that didn't come across as slightly obsessive...>___>||| I'm bored. It's a Sautrday morning. Homework?? Nahhh ~~

<3 Lang

Listening To: Aoi Tori - Plastic Tree

6:50 PM




Awww Hiroto and Tora ~~ If these two aren't the definition of cute, then I have no idea what cute is. XD

Title: In Denial
Fandom: Alice Nine
Pairing: Tora x Hiroto, slash
Chapter: oneshot
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, the only thing I own is their merchandise.
Summary: "Saga is silently pleased with himself for getting just what he’d wanted to hear."
A/N: I wrote this a long time ago, but I never got around to posting it 'til now.

“So where were you last night?” Saga’s eyes are scrutinizing you carefully and you can almost feel those cold, mysterious pools of black burning holes into your skin. His hands reach out to hold yours, as if to prevent you from running away, and you whimper a little at how cold they are.

“I went out for dinner,” you begin apprehensively, taking your time to find the right words that might somehow convince the other man that you most definitely were not going out with a member of Arisu, not to mention a member of the same gender.

“With Hiroto?” Saga finishes before you get a chance to, his tone somewhat mocking.

“Yeah, but we were just discussing band stuff,” you insist defensively, keeping your eyes lowered because you’re far too nervous to look at the other man. Saga’s lips curve into a smirk when he sees just how uncomfortable you’re getting and this makes you flush an even deeper shade of red.

“Oh yeah?” Saga inquires skeptically, rolling his eyes and making a point of exhaling very loudly. “What kind of ‘band stuff’ is so private that you can’t tell me?”

“We were discussing a guitar composition that I wrote,” you say reassuringly as if you want to convince yourself more than him.

“Do you expect me to believe that?” The other boy raises his eyebrows as a gesture of disbelief and even you know that your excuse wasn’t very plausible. You feel tears stinging at your eyes because you hadn’t been able to keep your mouth shut and now Saga is silently pleased with himself for getting just what he’d wanted to hear.

“We’re not going out, okay?” You snap after a long pause, roughly twisting your hands out of the other boy’s grasp and getting up to leave. You can feel Saga laughing faintly behind you and you’re about to turn around and protest when another figure appears at the doorway. A slightly disoriented Hiroto tumbles into the room, collapsing into your arms and as he leans up to kiss you, your eyes instantly flicker back to Saga who is smiling up at you with a look of victory.

“Nehhh Tora-chan, let’s go out again tonight!” the younger boy breathes into the fabric of your shirt and you notice yourself blushing furiously, your eyes still focused on Saga whose face is almost glowing with satisfaction as he silently mouths the words “I was right all along, wasn’t I?”

THE END

More A/N: Mehhh that was pure fluff. XD I like the image of Pon collapsing into Tora's arms. ^^

<3 Lang

Listening To: Gensoukyoku~Eternal Silence~ - Phantasmagoria

5:19 PM


WARNING: FANGIRL ALERT!!



OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG!! SO FREAKING SMEXY!! I want you effing n*ked in my bed. >]

*blinks* Did I just say that?? No I didn't. Go ahead and open your eyes now. XD ~~

I feel like a zombie today. *zzz* It's a half-day so I can sleep, hehe.

<3 Lang

Listening To: Funky Boy - Irokui

Afterthought: My first class is bitching again so if you have to send me anything, send it to my hotmail. Thanks ~~

2:36 PM




Happy birthday to Jun!! <3 回復してね. Wishing you'd come back soon ~~

I found a good site to convert youtube videos into mp4s for ipod, here!! \(*o*)/

<3 Lang

Listening To: Nausea and Shudder - the GazettE

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