Saturday, January 31, 2009 Y
Tora of A9 <3 In German class, we were reading a story about a dog named "Bora" and I got really bored so I stole John's book and changed all the "B"s to "T"s...LOL I'm so random. XDDD
Our church had a "dinner and movie night" yesterday so I didn't get home until 11 PM...it was super fun. We made our own pasta and garlic bread...though I must admit, the sausages tasted a little funny. XD Not that it's your fault, I know you were only trying to help. <333 Anyways, we watched Kung Fu Panda while eating dinner...during the most intense scene of the movie, the computer suddenly went into "hibernation" cause it ran out of batteries. LOL it was such a coincidence...but in the end we finished watching all of it. Really funny...you should all watch it too. ^^ Kung fu hwaiting~~~ Okay yeah I've gone insane and I can't stop blabbering...
The bishie at church and I had a tickle fight...WTF XD What a cutie <333
Behold the Muddy Cult PV by Nega!! 8D I found this PV on Christine/Shakeerah's blog...Really gory, especially the last few minutes, so don't watch if you can't stand gore. Though I find it really hilarious for some reason...I think I should be vomiting my guts out instead of laughing. >___> The blood looks fake...but it's still pretty gruesome...so yeah, all you guro lovers should be worshipping Nega. XD People keep uploading the video onto Youtube although it's been removed several times already...<333 Stupid Youtube...
Ughhh my cold sore is killing me...
<3 Lang
Listening To: Guren - the GazettE
&&- 10:02 AM
Thursday, January 29, 2009 Y
Yuuri of Iruokui <3
The Globe and Mail wrote an article about our school...I was really surprised. They said that the students at our school wouldn't fit in at a regular public school because of our "engrossing interests" and "eccentric personalities"...Pfftt...engrossing interests my ass. Yes some of us are smart and we're proud of that...afterall, we do go to a private school. However, calling us "braniacs" just because a few of us win math awards and get into Ivy League universities is stereotyping and it shows just how much you don't know about our school. Yes, we get high marks but that's because our parents pay $15,900 per year for us to get an education...in reality, we aren't all that different from public school students. Heck, some of us are actually failing...DX Read the article for yourself here, though I warn you that most of it is biased...stupid know-it-alls...
By the way, I LOL'ed when they described Alisa Ugondikov as "pixie-faced". XDDD
Jeannie dislocated her shoulder while playing volleyball and had to go to the hospital...I haven't heard from her all day...Hope you're okay, Jeannie. <333 Get better soon. *hugs*
Anyways, at the moment I have $35 [yes, including the money I got for CNY, some of which I spent already...=___=] which means I need $70 more for the PSC DVD...my parents won't give me money because they think J-Rock = devil's music. THE FUCK?? >___< Ughhh maybe I should borrow from people...but who would lend me $70?? Everyone's saving money for the semi...screw the stupid semi...I curse you to hell!!!
OMG I found a Gazefan at my school...and his favourite song is Cassis. *___* <333
<3 Lang
Listening To: My Heart Cannot Go On Like This Any Longer - M.C the Max
&&- 2:56 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 Y
Hiropon~ My dead sexy, heartable, hugable, lovable Pon~ <33333
This morning my dad woke me up at 6:30 to go to stage band...then I fell asleep until 7 and when I woke up, my dad shovelling the driveway in the middle of a snowstorm. @___@ I was late to stage band...so was everyone else. XD And I missed the last two practices so I was really lost...turns out no one else practiced so they were all lost too. XDDD Mrs. Kay was really annoyed with us...
Spanish oral test was okay...I just said whatever random crap came to my head and Sra was staring at me like "WTF??" the whole time...XDDD
Then at lunch Alyssa, Jeannie, and I went to Tim Horton's and there was a homeless lady there...She hangs around our school a lot. The reason she goes to Timmy's is because it's too cold and she can't walk properly cause one of her legs is completely swollen at the ankle. The employees at Timmy's politely asked her to leave cause there was a time limit on how long you could stay and she had stayed too long...then we had to go back to school cause classes were starting so I have no idea what happened to that lady...I just hope she has somewhere warm to stay. Oh God, am I actually starting to feel sympathy for humanity?? *hangs self*
Everyone at school is getting so worked up about the semi...For good cookie's sake, it's just a dance...It's not worth worrying so much for. The more you worry, the more imperfections you'll see. People kept asking me if I'm going or not. I really don't know since I'm not even sure I want to go. Even if I do, it'll just be a "tag-along-with-friends" thing...Maybe I'll bring someone with me. X3 Though I must say, the venue they chose is really nice...
Anyways, I really want the PSC DVD but it's so damn expensive...$107 CAD...I preordered hoping I'll get the money somehow...legally that is. XDDD Borrow? Beg parents? Christine and I will work hard to buy it somehow LOL...<3
I'm seriously hoping for a snow day tomorrow. Snow harder please...I could really use a day off. 8D
<3 Lang
Listening To: Cherry Saku Yuuki - An Cafe
&&- 3:32 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 Y
Awww it's Teru <3
And even more Teru-ness!! He is so lucky to be photogenic~
New blogskin cause I was bored and getting tired of the old one. This blogskin features Mana from Malice Mizer/Moi dix Mois. I'm not a really big Mana fan, but I like some of his stuff [mostly Malice Mizer], not to mention this is too pretty to resist. So enjoy it cause he's beautiful~~~ ^^
I had to swim for gym class today. Did I mention how much I hate that sport?? Especially in the middle of winter...I would be surprised if I didn't catch a cold by the end of this unit...Lang needs to lose weight to look good in a swimsuit. T^T
Spanish oral test tomorrow...someone please come save me. *dies*
<3 Lang
Listening To: The Fear - Lily Allen
&&- 4:11 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009 Y
Takuya's new look <3 This has to be one of the hottest pictures I have ever seen...I cannot get over how amazing he looks. Curly hair + heavy eyeliner = ULTIMATE SMEX!!~~
Happy CNY everyone~~~~~
I watched the Chinese New Year performance on youtube. The graphics were amazing, but the performances were just...blehhh. Jay Chou's especially...it dissapointed me endlessly. ;___; Anyways, my parents gave me red pocket money and a new sweater. One of the reasons why I love this holiday so much. <3 And the food...dumplings and Chinese candy...gahhh fat go away~~~ *pokes belly*
Anyways, this morning I was late to school cause there was another delay. I almost missed my stop at Bloor Station cause I fell asleep...woke up just in time to see everyone getting off the train and realize it was my stop too. Phew~ I slept some more in math class and missed the lesson...why doesn't Emily get me hinting that I'm trying to ignore her?? She was like "You're really quiet today" and I was like "Yeah that's because I'm effing trying to sleep." Just stay away from me at 9 AM in the morning...I'm not very sociable at that time of day...actually, just stay away from me at all times. Disappear from the face of this planet if you will. That goes for anyone I don't like...as for those that I do like, I wouldn't mind seeing you at any time of day. <3
Then in civics, Bertie told me that she started listening to An Cafe. I nearly glomped her to death...we knocked into five people in the hallway. XDDD Yays for more J-Rock fans!! But why does everyone listen to An Cafe?? O___O I like them too, but J-Rock doesn't revolve around An Cafe...For good cookie's sake, try other J-Rock bands will you?? ^^ Anyways, she gave me the sheet music for Jay Chou and Yu Hao's piano duet...I'm playing Jay's part and she's playing Yu Hao's.
I'm really excited...I can't wait to try it. Hopefully we'll be good enough to play at Cafe Blanc. ^^
Happy birthday Jaejoong Oppa <3 You know why I left the DBSK fandom?? They have way too many crazy and not to mention scary fangirls. Today I was talking to a classmate and I was like "Hey isn't it Jaejoong's birthday today?" and she just stared at me and said "You mean you didn't know?? Fuck off and don't even talk to me." Then I told her to fuck off and get a fucking life instead of getting mad at people for no fucking reason. She really ticked me off...I didn't offend your "idol" in any way whatsoever so who are you to talk to me like that?? Fans like you are ruining DBSK's reputation and the reason why so many people are turned away from listening to their music. The Dong Bang boys don't deserve fans like you...
I'd like to think that you care and live on in bliss
Rather than face the truth and watch you walk away...
Miss you more and more each day <3
Happy birthday Ryuuto~~~~~ *huggles* ^^
<3 Lang
Listening To: Ame no Nioi - PaRADEiS
&&- 2:29 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2009 Y
Zoro~ Much thanks to Japanese DoLL who went through the trouble of finding this for me. <3 Tatsuhi and Ryuuji look so cute and Taizo and Yuya are pure smexines. *drools*
So about yesterday's post, ACTION [aka "culture show" or just "show"] is our school's student-run production featuring dancing, modelling, and acting. It's one of the most awesome events of the year and I regret not getting more involved. *hangs self* It would've been fun to be set designer or publicity...Anyways, Martial Arts, Indian, Hip Hop, and Street were amazing thanks to the awesome choreographers!! <3 I miss POI though...POI would've been a lot more fun to watch than Stomp imo. The costumes were all really pretty, especially the modelling ones.
Anyways, there were three really annoying girls sitting in front of Alyssa, Jenny, and I and they were laughing about who knows what during the entire performance. *kicks them* I don't what you're laughing about, but STFU and have some respect. Jenny and I were like "Remember that time we went to see a play and there were some really annoying people behind us?? Yeah they kept talking and we were so distracted. Stupid people." We said it loud enough for them to hear and I think that shut them up for good...XD
Anyways, I went to Sophia's house for an early Chinese New Year dinner. Sophia, Mae, and I were gaming like crazy retards and recording random videos. XDDD Mae's channel on youtube is iMuffinsx3 if you've seen her around. If not, sub her cause her videos are amazing. >D Haha free promo for you, Mae. <3 Anyways, there was a guy on MS who kept posting "Horny looking for gf" and Mae got really annoyed so she was like "CONTROL YOUR RAGING HORMONES!!!" XD LOL then when we got bored, Mae and I started listening to her MP3...guess what?? She likes Jrock and Kpop too~~~ ^^ Hehehe so we were fangirling and singing along to An Cafe/Wonder Girls. Then for some reason, we randomly started searching for dance tutorials on youtube. We tried learning Nobody, Tell Me, and Soulja Boy. XDDD We looked like a bunch of retards crashing into the walls and bumping into each other...it was seriously fun. The only dance we were successful at was Soulja Boy...WG dance moves are too hard. >< LOL anyways thank you guys for an amazing time. *huggles* Happy CNY!!!
OMFG I am hiccupping for the first time in three years...XDDD LOL
<3 Lang
Listening To: Beautiful Girl - Megamasso
&&- 3:38 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009 Y
ACTION was amazing!!! Thanks and lots of love to those who participated [aka not me] and the script was hilarious. <3 I wish I'd taken more pictures...
Short post because I'm too tired...I'll rant more about this later. Bye bye~~
<3 Lang
Listening To: Ai no Uta - Fukui Mai
&&- 9:03 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 Y
Aoi of Ayabie <333
1. What are you listening to right now?
SID - Otegami
2. What song makes you sad?
the GazettE - Cassis
Malice Mizer - Au Revoir
3. What is the most annoying song in the world?
Any song by Justin Timberlake/Kanye West/Akon/50 cent/etc is enough to make my ears bleed...
4. Your all time favorite band?
Gaze <333
5. Your newly discovered band is?
Paradeis
6. Best female voice?
Ones who do not have unbearably high-pitched, squeaky voices...*cough Jpop cough*
7. Best male voice?
Ryutaro of Plastic Tree
Ruki of the GazettE
8. Music type you find yourself listening to most?
J-Rock
9. What do you listen to, to hype you up?
Summer Song - Yui
Gee - SNSD
Kochouran - alice nine.
10. What do you listen to, to calm down?
Cassis - the GazettE
Aishiteru Kara Hajimeyou - Miyavi
Umbrella - Epik High ft. Younha
Most Plastic Tree/Loveholic/Jay Chou songs <3
11. Last gig/concert you went to?
Jay Chou
12. Band you find yourself listening to the most right now?
Plastic Tree, the GazettE, Ayabie
13. Most hated band?
Hmmm that's a hard one. I don't know most bands well enough to have anything against them...those I do know well enough, I usually like. ^^
14. Song that makes you think?
Too many to list...
15. Band that you think the world should love as much as you do?
Those poor, obscure J-Rock bands that never get any love because they're indies. D=
16. Coolest music video?
Gaze-music vids are amazing!! <3
17. Music video with the most babe watch?
*edited* OBSCURE - Dir en grey
Thanks to Nao <3
18. What do you play/would you play in the bedroom to spice things up?
Senor Senora Senorita - Miyavi XDDD
19. Can you play a musical instrument?
Yes
20. Ever been in a mosh pit?
Yes
21. Are you in a band?
No
22. If yes, what kind of music does your band play and what is your role in it?
...
23. Ever dated a musician?
Well not really, but he could play an instrument. =P
24. If yes, what kind of music did he/she/they play/instrument/band?
Drums 8D
27. If no, would you consider?
Hell yeah <333
28. Do you wish yourself that you were a musician?
I wanna learn how to play the guitar and bass.
29. Best chick band you know of?
Danger Gang
30. Best guy band you know of?
See "favourite band"
31. Last song that you heard on the radio/...etc...?
See "what song are you listening to"
32. What do you think of classical music?
It's my favourite!! No really, I love classical...that's why I play the piano. *hides*
33. What do you think of country music?
Couldn't care less...
34. What do you think of death metal?
I'd rather not...
35. Last BIG band that you saw live?
I saw Sum 41 a while ago...
36. Are you a groupie?
I could be.
37. Do you listen to music in foreign languages?
LOL no I hate it...WTF XDDD
38. What famous musician would you like to have sex with?
OH MAH GOSH
39. Worst concert moment?
My camera ran out of batteries. *kicks camera* Why then of all times??
40. Funny Concert moment?
"What does that say?? Kiss me, Avril??"
41. Sad Concert moment?
Ting ma ma de hua lalalalala~
42. Best local act you can think of?
Here?? Nahhh...
43. If you were a musical instrument what would you be?
Aoi's guitar because it's smexy. X3
44. Do you listen to the radio?
Yes
45. Do you watch music TV?
"Hello, hello, hello, hell NO!!" <--- LMFAO at the previous response XDDD
46. Do you follow the music charts, like the top 40?
No
47. Have you met any famous musicians?
Yes
48. Are any of your friends/family etc musicians?
Not famous ones...
49. Song that best describes your feelings right now?
Daybreak - An Cafe
50. Song that describes your life?
Guren - the GazettE
51. Do you know the names of all the band members that you listen to?
Yes and surprisingly, I find it very easy to tell them apart.
52. Does a musician’s physical attractiveness play a role in the music that you listen to?
Well I'll still listen to a band even if they're not attractive. Maybe I just won't fangirl over them as much...maybe, that's a good thing. =P
53. What famous musician do you want to marry?
Mr. Ogata and I are already are married. <333
54. Favourite movie sound track?
Ai no Uta - Fukui Mai [ending song for Koizora]
55. Any musician pet hates?
You mean pet peeves?? =/
Let me make it clear that I am not a fan of musicians who're just out to make money and don't care about music at all...
56. What do your parents listen to?
Anything but J-Rock...
57. What are you listening to right NOW?
West Fight Story - SuG
58. Do you wear band etc T-shirts?
Oh how badly I would love to have the "Gaze-rock is not dead" t-shirt...*hint hint nudge nudge*
59. What do you think of people who do?
As long as you're not just wearing it to look cool, then go ahead it's not my shirt.
60. What music sub-culture do you feel like you belong to?
VK <3
61. What song is stuck in your head right now?
Plastic Tree - Harusaki Sentimental
62. Do you sing in the shower?
Sometimes...though I usually can't memorize the lyrics to songs I like because they're in Japanese. >___<
63. If so, what? If not, why not?
I'm just bored and I don't wanna get out of the shower.
64. Would you rather marry a musician or be one yourself?
Marry, marry, marry <333
65. What is in your walkman/discman right now?
You mean ipod, right?? It's the 21st century for goodness sakes...
Judging from what I've said above, a whole lot of random Asian stuff. X3
66. How important is your partners taste in music to you?
As long as they don't dislike my taste in music, I'm fine. I'll try to keep fangirling to a minimum. ^^
67. Hanson moves in next door to you, do you go introduce yourself, or do you arrange to beat them up?
Who and why??
68. Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll, you dig?
GIVE ME MY SHOVEL!!! 8D
69. Do you cook to music?
I would if I knew how to cook...
70. Do you sing in the toilet?
No
<3 Lang
Listening To: Kakusei Heroism - An Cafe
&&- 4:10 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 Y
Happy birthday Aoiiiii!!!!! 30 years and as smexy as ever...<333
It's already January 21 in Japan, which means I'm late. But...*stares at clock* it's only 9:39 in Canada. Time differences really bother me sometimes...
So for his birthday I tried to draw fanart. Sorry if it's crappy...I was really rushed cause I have an English assignment and fucking course selections due soon...
Chibi Aoi...*hides in case anyone tries to shoot her*
These cakes are so yummy~ OMNOMNOMNOMNOM~~~ I wonder if Aoi had cake for his birthday...Kai's cheesecake maybe?? XD
I missed third period today to watch Obama's inaguration. I somehow managed to stay awake during his entire speech...it was actually really interesting. I think good speaking skills are what make Obama such a good president...not that I would know because I have a huge fear of talking to people. I'm only a chatterbox on blogs and forums...8D
Course selections are due tomorrow. *dies* My parents are giving me the whole "these choices will affect the rest of your life" lecture. I'm fully aware of that...it's just that, I've already stopped trying...my life is a complete failure anyways.
Mandatory:
Math - Functions and Relations, English, Career Studies, Health and Active Living Education, Biology
Optional/Electives:
French, Spanish, American History, Music - Winds
I am too fucking indecisive...someone give me suggestions please. I need to mug for English now. =___= Bye...
<3 Lang
Listening To: HONEY Bee★ - v -neu-
&&- 5:36 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009 Y
Ruki of the GazettE <3 Could someone please tell me which photoshoot this is from??
Anyways, I just wanna say...
I love you, Esther!!! <33333
You are such a sweetheart and I'm so happy you finally bought a piano. *huggles*
<3 Lang
Listening To: I'm Alive - Becca [ending song for Kuroshitsuji <333]
&&- 12:18 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009 Y
Pongasm?? 8D
I had my very first Chinese class today...it was fun. <333 The girl that sits beside me, Yiwen, and I were fangirling over hot Japanese bishies for half the class. LOL she's a huge fan of the KAT-TUN boys...she also recommended that I watch Kuroshitsuji and Trinity Blood, which I've heard are a really interesting animes. I'll definately try them. Anyways, since next week is Chinese New Year, they're having a celebration of some sort and all of us have to perform...Yiwen and I are putting on a magic show...I've never done anything related to magic so wish me luck. *dies*
Chinese such a hard language...there's hundreds of words that are written differently, but have the same pronounciation and hundreds of words that have the same pronounciation, but different meanings. Then there are the different rules about how long certain lines can be and in which order you write the lines. For example, 士 means "soldier or warrior", but if you extend the bottome line to 土 it becomes "dirt". Unlike Korean and sometimes Japanese, Chinese characters aren't written based on how they sound, they're completely random. And that's not even mentioning traditional Chinese...
Oh why the heck did my parents enroll me in Chinese classes this late?? I'm seriously behind...T___T
Anyways, I was watching Avril Lavigne perform at the Roxy Theatre on Much Music. My longtime obsession with her music has suddenly been revived. LOL ~ Did I mention how much I idolized her back in elementary school??
We are born innocent.
Believe me, Adia, we are still innocent.
It's easy, we all falter. Does it matter?
<3 Lang
Listening To: Adia - Avril Lavigne cover
Afterthought: I'm sorry I'm late and I'm sorry this is an "afterthought". Just wanted to let you know that "Vandalize" is finally out. ^^
&&- 1:13 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009 Y
Uruha at the Peace and Smile Carnival. Isn't his smile just worth melting for?? <333
Conversation between Mike and I at church today:
Mike: Is that a frostbite?? *points at my hand*
Me: Yeah, I never put cream on it.
Mike: Good thing I always carry Vaseline in my pocket. *smirks*
Me: You have Vaseline?? Geez, what a girl...hey if you think my hands are dry, then you should really see my legs. *shows him my legs*
Mike: OMG OMG OMG holy s**t!! You should really use *insert name of random beauty product here* and get a humidifier. That's really, really scary.
Me: LOL well thanks for the concern, you girl.
Mike: Am not. Watch, I can be such a pimp. Hey shorty, you wanna...
Me: What the heck??
Mike: I was joking...except for the shorty part.
Me: What if I said I wanna be shorter??
Mike: Why? If a guy dates you, then he'll have to look down on you.
Me: Well screw Ruki because he's the same height as me.
Mike: Oh crap, she's in "fangirl" mode now...
LOL I swear Mike is such a gay...he even called himself a drama queen and has more piercing than me.
My mom planning to send me to Chinese school. *sighs* My Chinese reading/writing skills are so terrible that I would be surprised if they didn't put me in the same class as a bunch of ten year olds. I can barely read anything, unless it has pinyin. >___<
Anyways, I was re-watching the PV for Red Room by Lolita23q and I noticed that Ryosuke's hair with extentions looks a lot like mine at the moment. So I feel a tiny bit better about my
Happy birthday to Ibuki of D=OUT, nehhh~~~ Yes, I've been infected with the "neh" fever too. XD Neh neh neh...
Also to Alyssa, have a great party!! Sorry I couldn't go...me still loves you. <333
<3 Lang
Listening To: Gee - SNSD [Such a cute and catchy song <333]
&&- 8:14 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009 Y
Ryutaro of Plastic Tree <3
In such a delicate state of glass, everyone's watching you, waiting for your next move. The broken shards lay scattered on the ground. Aren't you ashamed of what you've done? Who knows our past when you can't even piece it back?
One thousand and one, one thousand and two...
When will you stop lying? Can't you see those images on the wall? The faint outlines fade when tears flow and I can no longer see. They can't be you. You've always been so perfect in my eyes.
One thousand and three, one thousand and four...
And I'll never stop counting our mistakes...
~~~~~
I'm sorry if that sounded hopelessly romanitic and cheesy...Namida Drop inspired me to write it. The lyrics are so beautiful. <333
<3 Lang
Listening To: Namida Drop - Plastic Tree
&&- 6:26 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009 Y
Hiropon of alice nine. <333
Today at church, Michael was like "Doesn't she look Korean?? *points at me*" to Jesse. Then Jesse stared at me for a while before answering "Yeah she does. Wait is she Korean??" I was like "No, I'm Chinese that's why I'm at a Chinese curch." Then Jesse asked "Were you born near Korea?? Because people born near Korea tend to look Korean." LOL that was seriously random
Last week in English class, Nicole, Ryan, and Mike were also commenting about how I looked Korean...
Does this face look Korean to you??
No, right?? Don't take it the wrong way, it's not that I mind...in fact I take it as a compliment because Koreans are really pretty and I'm jealous of how thin and fair most of Korean girls are. Last year, I would've died of happiness if someone said that I even slightly resembled a Korean, but now I just go "Oh it's nice that you mistook me for another nationality..."
Why am I always the victim of bad timing??
Anyways, I've been working on schoolwork all day and I am seriously irritated...I will snap if you even come close to me. I don't want anyone to fucking bother me, I don't care if you're some hobo off the streets or Aoi of the GazettE...I am in a really bad mood right now. Fucking retard, don't you know I'm not effing dumb?? Like everyone says, you're so easy to read that it's not even funny, it's fucking hilarious. If you don't want to tell me that's fine with me, but there's no point in trying to hide it with an excuse that you wouldn't even expect someone with half a brain to believe. A selfish bitch such as yourself who is both brave enough to lie to my face yet cowardly enough to not tell me the truth, really deserves to have her ass kicked. I'll admit I'm selfish at times, because afterall I am human too, but never to the people who I claim to be my friends. You should seriously be ashamed of yourself for stooping down so low...so low that you may already be in hell without knowing it...I'll be sure to remind the devil to ram a pitchfork up your pathetic ass...
Sorry for the stupid, long rant...I can't control my emotions at the moment...
<3 Lang
Listening To: Sara - Vistlip
&&- 6:13 PM
Y
Miyavi-kitty~ *melts*
I'm posting the lyrics to Cassis, just because I think they're beautiful and I literally cried the first time heard them. <333
Cassis
ずっと繰り返してた ずっと悲しませてばかりだった
きっとあなたさえも傷付けて 僕は動けぬまま
あなたに触れる事が 何故 こんなに苦しいのですか？
きっと 同じ事を繰り返しあなたを 失ってしまうのが怖かったから
寄り添う事で拭おうとした 忘れ切れなかった日を
あなたは何も聞かずに この手を握ってくれたね
明日あなたの気持ちが離れても きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても きっと変わらず愛している。
And we'll walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...
辛い事さえ 忘れるくらい あなたを想っている
会えない夜を数える度に 焦がれる胸
かけ違いの寂しさ募る どうか一人きりで泣かないで
どんなに離れていても 信じ合える二人でいよう
どうかこのまま笑っていたい あなたを傷付けさせないで
時が経つ度 薄れて行った あんな想い 繰り返したくない
明日あなたの気持ちが離れても きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても きっと変わらず愛している。
どうか 僕だけを 見つめていて どうか この手が 解けぬよう
And we'll walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...
<3 Lang
Listening To: Cassis - the GazettE [on endless repeat]
&&- 4:26 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009 Y
Shou of alice nine. <3
My parents dragged me to the gym today, saying that I was too fat and comparing me to my mom. It's not my fault my mom's naturally skinny and weighs 3/4 of me even though she's an inch taller. And it's also not my fault that she doesn't enjoy eating nearly as much as I do LOL. I ran a few miles and ended up spraining a part of my leg that had just recently recovered from a ski fall. T___T||| Ughhh I really hate exercising...
I need to lose weight~~~~~
Parents went grocery shopping so I camwhored a bit~
Haha I really suck at camwhoring. I took 62 shots and this was the only one I found reasonably decent. >___> Even then, I can spot so many problems with this.
Anyways, someone said my singing voice is good?? On my Daybreak cover?? *dies of happiness* Thank you so much. ^^
And to Yumi dear, I love you too~~~~~ Yes, I read your blog post. *glomps back* <333 To the random f** who's harassing Yumi, please go wank your lowlife self right now.
I'm waiting. I'll wait as long as I have to. Just smile for me. That's all I'm waiting for.
<3 Lang
Listening To: Clockwork March - Dolly
&&- 8:11 AM
Friday, January 9, 2009 Y
Latest bishie obsession is Aki of SID <333 OMFG he is so smexy...*nosebleeds*
We had an assembly today. Stage band was supposed to perform Chameleon, but I was a fucking dumbass and came 10 minutes late so I couldn't perform. *hang self* That was my favourite stage band song...Why the fuck did I not go earlier?? Laurence even reminded me to go to stage band yesterday. ;___;
Anyways, I managed to somehow managed survive the first week of school!! ^o^ Though I barely made it...
I had hotpot for dinner again, except this time it was with my family instead of church people. The fish balls tasted like play dough, it was disgusting so I spat them out. Blehhh ~~ I wonder if that stuff is actually made of real fish anyways...
I went to church fellowship as usual.
There's a guy at my church who also listens to J-Rock. ^o^ Apparently he listens to Miyavi, Gackt, Dir en Grey, and he's heard of the GazettE. *strangles him* You listen to Big Bang and Super Junior and not the GazettE?? WTF...but in Toronto it's even rare to find someone who knows what J-Rock is so I'll let him pass this time.
<3 Lang
Listening To: Namida Drop - Plastic Tree
&&- 5:32 AM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 Y
Bwahahahaha my alice nine./GazettE poster finally arrived today!! \(^o^)/ <333 I was walking into the living room when my mom held up the poster and said "Your-" and I started screaming before she even finished the sentence. I took the poster and ran around the room, waving it around like it was a winning lottery ticket and my parents just looked at me as if I was insane. I think my parents were a little surprised at how fangirly I can be. LOL...
Arisu <333 Hiropon looks so cute with his tongue hanging out. If you look really closely, there's a bead of sweat right in the centre of his nose and I have a weird urge to just
Gaze-boys from their "Decomposition Beauty" live. <333
Meeeeef I don't know where to hang this on my wall, they're too cluttered. ;___;
<3 Lang
Listening To: Taion - the GazettE
&&- 3:16 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009 Y
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKUUUUU!! Always be nyappy, kay~~~ *hugs*
School started today...I have seven assignments already. God, are the teachers trying to kill us?? We're not some sort of homework machine, we have effing lives too. =___=|||
Bwahahahaha I've been wasting my time reading cheesy pick-up lines on Batsu...
Funny ones:
★ Is that a mirror in your pocket? I can see myself in your pants.
★ Hey you tag is showing, it says made in heaven.
★ Is your dad a terrorist? Because you're a bomb.
★ Are you an overdue book? Because you’ve got fine written all over you!
★ Your legs must be tired because you've been running through my mind all night.
★ I'm like a rubics cube, baby. The more you play with me, the harder I get.
★ I lost my teddy bear, can I sleep with you?
★ Do you have a band-aid? Cause I just scraped my knee falling for you.
★ You're like a dictionary, you add meaning to my life!
★ Man baby, you're on fire! Allow me to smother you with my body to cool you down!
★ I'm invisible. (Really?) Can you see me? (Yes) How about tomorrow night?
★ Crap. Something is wrong with my cell phone. (Oh Really. What is that?) It's just that...your numbers not in it.
★ *points to exit* Will you go out with me?
★ The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word.
LOL XDDD I dare someone to try those...
<3 Lang
Listening To: Kistune - Zoro
&&- 6:44 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009 Y
Yumepon is the prettiest boy alive and I love him <333
Skiing with Gin yesterday was a huge disaster. I wiped out four times, two of which I crashed into a fence and the other two I rolled nearly halfway down the hill before somehow managing to stop. -___-||| Seriously embarassing...I managed to go on two black daimond hills before completely killing myself. *proud* The third time I went down a black diamond, I sorta flipped backwards and landed on my head/back at a really awkward angle. I was having dizzy spells for the rest of the day, not to mention my back was completely bruised and it hurt to even walk...the doctor said I tore a muscle in my neck, but that I should be fine within the next few days. T^T
Car ride with Gin was fun though. My head was throbbing the whole time and I was in a really bad mood so she tried to cheered me up with random jokes about Fire Emblem, Naruto, and Prince of Tennis, and we ended up playing a long game of "Would you rather?" *hugs* Gin is seriously funny. When we stopped at McDonald's, Gin was like "Would you like a McHeart Attack?" LOL XDDD I love Gin more than life. <333
Anyways, I was taking a nap when Gloria called to ask if I'd received an email from Sandra [my piano teacher, so you know] about her health issues and not being able to teach...I was like "Oh God, is this a temporary thing?" and she told me it wasn't so I went to ask my parents about it. Turns out Sandra is dealing with some health problems and can't teach until the summer. T___T||| Great, my grade 10 exam is coming up in June and I doubt I'll find another teacher in time. *sighs* I really do hope Sandra recovers though...sounds like some serious issues from the way she described it.
RIP Junko Furuta~~~ Today marks 20 years since the day of her death. May she always remain in people's hearts and may the boys who tortured her suffer a painful, painful death.
<3 Lang
Listening To: Circus - Britney Spears [*hides*]
&&- 9:08 AM
Friday, January 2, 2009 Y
I saved over 100 Urupon pictures today...XDDD But only because he's uber gorgeous.
Our church had a hot pot dinner today. So many church events in one week, but I don't mind. Anyways, the dinner was really yummy. I love fish tofu!! 8D Yeah~~ I suck with chopsticks so Le Meng had to be my nanny and take the food for me. LOL thank you. *hugs* After the dinner, we played two truths and one lie. Mine was: 1. I hate Twilight and anything related to Twilight, 2. I have size 4 feet, 3. I have a fear of snakes. And David was like "You're a grade 9 girl. How could you possibly hate Twilight??" so everyone voted that the first one was a lie. Bwahahaha they were all wrong. Yeah I actually hate Twilight, go ahead and shoot me...Anyways, then we randomly talked for a while and I ended up spending another 5 hours with church people. Poor parents had to wait for me. T___T
Peace and Smile Carnival is tomorrow...I would stab, kill, and skin someone to go. T^T But I've already planned to go skiing with Gin, not to mention my parents would definitely not approve of me travelling thousands of miles and spending thousands of dollars just to see some "kawaii ri ben boys". *sighs* 頑張って, my bishies!!!! I'll be watching from home.
Oh and one more thing:
Certificate of Marriage
This is to certify that
Mr. Ogata
and
Lang
were married on
January 02, 2009
This is to certify that
Mr. Ogata
and
Lang
were married on
January 02, 2009
Mr. Ogata and I are officially married today~~~~~ <333 Take that, bitches!! He's mine!! *dies at self lameness*
<3 Lang
Listening To: Ms Santa Clause - Ayabie
&&- 8:08 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009 Y
Second post of the day...this is Intetsu of Ayabie aka Mr. Bugeyed Bassgod. LOL...guess what?? He's Taiwanese. Yup, his parents are both from Taiwan. Whoooot that means we share the same Chinese blood. ^^ Apparently, he can understand some Chinese but doesn't speak too well...
Anyways, my family friends came over for a New Year's dinner...their kid was so weird. He was like "I have a lot of girlfriends" and I asked him who so he was like "random girl #1, random girl #2, random girl #3, Lang." O___O||| And I was like "Huhhhh? Me? Since when did I agree to go out with you?" For goodness sakes that kid's only 8 and he's already trying to be a pimp. Pfffttt...in no way whatsoever am I his effing girlfriend. *shudders* I don't know why he mentioned my name...he probably doesn't even know the definition of girlfriend...
Then Kristen came to pick me and Judy up and we went to Go for Tea with Gina, Jane, Daisy, and Sarah. Yay for church buddies <333 I ordered hot taro bubble tea and tiramisu. Seriously yummy~~~~ I ordered tiramisu because of the An Cafe song. XDDD Am I lame or what?? We ended up talking about random stuff for over five hours. The waiters were just about to kick us out of the restaurant...
The lovelies <333
A yummy slice of tiramisu cake ^^
あけましておめでとう!!~~~~~
<3 Lang
Listening To: Cassis - the GazettE
&&- 8:30 PM
Y
Aki of SID...doesn't he remind you of someone?? *cough Pon cough* ^^ Yup, it's rumoured that they're brothers...
In the past year, I went from K-pop addict to J-Rock addict, discovered the GazettE and alice nine., started blogging, ran away from home, acted like an idiot to attract attention, fell in love with a person I hated, hated myself for that, watched someone drown, cut my hair three times, received my very first ipod, spent $5 just to see someone smile...<333
I'm sorry for all the people that I've hurt in the past year. For putting my own feelings before others, for being selfish and vain, for not answering phone calls
Happy New Year!!~~~~~
<3 Lang
Listening To: Ashiteru Kara Hajimeyou - Miyavi
&&- 12:26 PM