The Last Ride
Sunday, May 31, 2009


This is what Lang does when she is bored. P:

I have 1,000 songs in my Itunes and that makes me somewhat happy. Click here. :DDD

Hmmm today was another boring day. Nothing to read about here. Byes.

Countdown: 10 days. Crap. P:

EDIT

the reason i added you as a contact group
was cuz a couple days ago
i was gonna send an email to you <--- this was on fc btw
and i typed in "lang yu"
and it didnt work
and i sat there for the longest time trying to figure out why

LOOOOOL. XD That made no sense except to me and the person who said it.

<3 Lang

Listening To: Lily Allen - Fuck You

Last ride on; 3:05 PM


Saturday, May 30, 2009
Tagged by kitty again. :3

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 21 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

if someone says 'are you okay', you say?
The Way U Are - DBSK

how would you describe yourself?
Volcano - Girugamesh
O_o...greeeat...I explode...

what do you like in a guy/girl?
Stand by Me - The Brilliant Green
Aw <3

how do you feel today?
Lian ai da guo tian - TWINS
LOL. It means something like...love is bigger than the sky...(:

what is your life's purpose?
Smile - ClearVeil
:D Aw. Fitting.

what's your motto?
Drink it down - L'Arc~en~Ciel
O_o

what do your friends think of you?
Seventh Heaven - L'Arc~en~Ciel
LAWL nooo.

what do your parents think of you?
Scream - Zhang Xuan
T_T True.

what do you think about very often?
Kaze - Kagrra,
It means wind. P:

what is 2 + 2?
Zao Chao - Secret OST
It means morning exercise LOL.

what do you think of your best friend?
Gara -All I Need- - The Dead Popstars
Awwwwwwwww <3

what is your life story?
Mogrelism - Screw
Ummmmm...ok cool.

what do you want to be when you grow up?
U - Super Junior
Haaaaaaa no. =_=

what do you think when you see the person you like?
Help I'm Alive - Metric
O______________________O Noooooooooooooooooooooooo. Lol. <3

what will you dance to at your wedding?
Peep Show - Merry
Actually, this song would be perfect for swing dancing. :333 Maybe. Idk how to swing dance.

what will they play at your funeral?
Headache Man - the GazettE
Well that's annoying. For a funeral.
"I am the cause of your headache and this is your song." <--- T_T

what is your hobby/interest?
Puppet Talk - Plastic Tree
:3

what is your biggest fear?
Shouts and bites - Versailles

what is your biggest secret?
Liar - The Dead Popstars
O_o Hm. Itunes can read people's minds.

what do you want right now?
Capital Punishment - Since 1889
LOOOOOL NOOOOO. T_T

what do you think of your friends?
Shine - Rurutia
Hm. That's nice.

what will you post this as?
4645 - Radwimps

Yay. Now I need to go run into a wall for doing two really dumb things and possibly going to fail two things. That made no sense. P:

<3 Lang

Listening To: under-world - Merry

Last ride on; 7:49 AM


Friday, May 29, 2009


Awwwww I'm in love. :333

My bunny used to do that too. Only it was super fat and every time it flopped, the entire cage would vibrate. Haha. So adorable. <3

<3 Lang

Listening To: Fantasia in D Minor - Mozart

Last ride on; 6:32 PM


Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tagged by kitty cat/Christine. <3

Why did you choose (your site’s name)?
Haaa. Don't ask. =_=

What is your favorite color combination so far?
Black + white

Who is your favorite friend online? Why?
Batsu people make me laugh, blog people share my fandoms, MSN people are fun to talk to :D

Who is your favorite chatmate?
Same people (:

OK, Thanks for Answering! Let’s talk about something personal:
^ O__________________O

How many boyfriends have you had since birth?
Since birth? Do you think people would have bfs at age 1? T_T

Do you have boyfriend?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Yang wo xiang yi xiang ba. Loool. XDDD <3

Hmmm? When (age) was your first kiss?
:P

What was your feeling?
P:

So? Let’s talk something about your country. This one is very serious.
^ Very serious? Ok. XD

Where did you came from (country)?
CHINA <3

Then what’s the nationality?
Chinese :D

What’s the official language?
Chinese :D

How many languages can you speak? What are they?
English, Chinese, French, Spanish, German (Sorta), Jap (Barely. I know really random stuffs that I learn from Jmusic and other Jstuffs. O_o)

Are you proud of your country?
Dui ya. (:

Hope you learned something from these questions
OK, last set of questions
^ That was short.

What’s your hairstyle?
N/a.

What’s your beauty style?
N/a.

What’s your clothing style?
N/a.

Anything else you want to say?
I eat so much. @_@

I am tagging:
Whoever wants to do this. :D

<3 Lang

Listening To: Rurutia - Last Day

Last ride on; 2:44 PM


Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Heyhey. It's someone's birthday today. :000





Reita samaaa. :DDD <3

He is old. =_= Oh well. I don't mind anymore. Lol. <3



I changed my wallie to a Reita one. @_@ Cause it's my fav pic of him. Nice hair/he looks like a butler. Haha. <3

Sry for my lack of posts. P: Too busy/lazy/boring life. I did a pretty crap job on my optics test today. And I have to go to school early tomorrow morning for Spanish. Hm good part is that everyone got an extention for their English essay. Whooooop. :3

Here was my day:

1st period - math exam review
2nd - hist exam review
3rd - optics test, gave up when there was still 20 mins left, guessed a few questions =_=
4th - German dress rehearsal
5th - art
After school - German party, ate too much cake and got a headache, saw my bao bei :333, did French, went to library to get book for English, went home, checked fc and realized English was not due until Monday, blogged P:

Boring neh? T_T I can't wait 'til tomorrow to see bao bei. :3 Lol. 'Til then, see ya betches. <3

EDIT

Heyhey. I just went outside for a walk and was talking to a stray cat when all of a sudden it started raining insanely and I was kinda far from my house. So I stayed under a tree for 10 mins and realizing the rain would probably not stop, ran all the way home and got soaked. P: Lol. It was fun.

<3 Lang

Listening To: SNSD - Tears

Last ride on; 3:04 PM


Saturday, May 23, 2009
Rurutia is derived from the Tahitian word rorotea meaning 'blissful rain'.

Last ride on; 6:40 PM




OMGOMGOMG damn. I am so proud of this. :D My leaf is on there somewhere. Not the circled ones though, idk whose those are. Oh and this is from Bucchi's last live. P: Cause it was the fan project to make trees with messages as leaves. There were like 9 of these trees made by his fans. They made me so so so happy yet sad cause Bucchi was leaving. :c *sniffles*

I was watching Super Junior talk shows and they made me so happy. :333 Like this when they were playing charades on a Chinese talk show:



Skip to about 5:30 when Leeteuk is doing the weightlifting thing. :333 It made me LOL so much.

"Sumo."
"Karate."
"YOGA!!!"
"Warming up the body?"
"Noodle-eating contest."
"Nonono it's a new hip hop move. *dances*"

LMFAO. XDDD <3



*assumption on bunnies*
AWWWWWW <33333333
end assumption
:333

I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW <3333333333333333333333333333
lolololol
yayayayay. ___________ is smart :3

---

Oh hay my day was okay. 8D Lolol. On the subway, this man was telling two kids "I'm going to see my girlfriend now" and the kids both screamed "EWWWWWWWWWWW" and I LOL'd so hard. It was freaking cute. X3

<3 Lang

Listening To - LM.C - 88

Last ride on; 5:26 PM


Wednesday, May 20, 2009


I changed wallpapers again. Ft. Yui. <3



Chinese/Taiwanese singer with a nice voice. And she's pretty. :333

Posting lyrics for the song above. Again. Sry. =_= For my baby lol. X3

我的宝贝 宝贝
给你一点甜甜
让你今夜都好眠
我的小鬼 小鬼
逗逗你的眉眼
让你喜欢这世界

哇啦啦啦啦啦我的宝贝
倦的时候有个人陪
哎呀呀呀呀呀我的宝贝
要你知道你最美

我的宝贝 宝贝
给你一点甜甜
让你今夜很好眠
我的小鬼 小鬼
捏捏你的小脸
让你喜欢整个明天

哇啦啦啦啦啦我的宝贝
倦的时候有个人陪
哎呀呀呀呀呀我的宝贝
要你知道你最美

哇啦啦啦啦啦我的宝贝
孤单时有人把你想念
哎呀呀呀呀呀我的宝贝
要你知道你最美

哇啦啦啦啦啦啦耶~
耶耶耶耶喔喔

哇啦啦啦啦啦我的宝贝
倦的时候有个人陪
哎呀呀呀呀呀我的宝贝
要你知道你最美

要你知道你最美

Translation [by me lol :P]

My baby, baby, here’s a bit of sweetness
So that you’ll be able to sleep better tonight
My little rascal, little rascal, joking with your eyebrows
Making you like this world

La la la la la~ my baby
I'll still have someone when I'm tired
La la la la la~ my baby
Letting you know you’re the most beautiful

My baby, baby, here’s a bit of sweetness
So that you’ll be able to sleep better tonight
My little rascal, little rascal, pinching your smiling face
Making you like tomorrow

La la la la la~ my baby
I'll still have someone to think of when I'm lonely
La la la la la~ my baby
Letting you know you’re the most beautiful

XD

And this:

"no, you're just like the rest of us
we're all capable
just... we don't know it
i never knew it
until ....
but we discover
we discover both that, and that love hurts
but in truth
one must agree that it is better to have loved and lost
than not loved at all
isn't life just a desperate timed chase for love?
whether your love is books, life, a person,
you aim for something"

made my day. <3

So tireeed. And I have work to do. So see ya. :D

<3 Lang

Listening To: Happy music. Haha. :D

Last ride on; 2:11 PM


Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Japanese emotes:

ヘ(^_^ヘ)(ノ^_^)ノ <- dance, sing

o(^^o)(o^^)o <- hopeful

( ̄へ ̄)<- complain

~(=^・・^) ヾ(^^ ) <- kitty and person

☆⌒(>。≪) <- in pain?

(;´ρ`) <- yawn

(,,#゚Д゚):∴; <- angry

ヽ(o`皿′o)ノ <- also angry

(*´ο`*)=3 <- exhausted

o(>< )o o( ><)o <- wriggling

∑(O_O;) <- OMFG

( ̄~ ̄;)<- cool/show off

\(>o<)/ <- panic

|・ω・`) <- hiding LOLOL <3

ε≡(ノ´_ゝ`)ノ <- run away

(゚Д゚≡゚Д゚) <- look/watch

_〆(・∀・@) <- writing

(*・_・)ノ⌒* <- throw out garbage

八(^□^*) <- pray/hope/clap

(?・・)σ <- points finger

( ^‐^)_且 <- hospitality XD

(゚ー゚)(。_。) <- yes

(・_・ 三・_・) <- no

d(-_^) <- thumbs up

(~-~;)ヾ(-_-;) <- pats back

(・_・?) <- confused

「(゚ペ) <- thinking

(*゚.゚)(゚.゚*) <- <3

Σ(゚Д゚|||) <- shocked again

( ゚∀(・-・)? <- whisper secret

(*^^)^*)<- kiss

(*・∀・)/♡\(・∀・*) <- friends

\(^∀^)メ(^∀^)ノ <- more friends

(*・)σσσ(*゜Д゜*) <- poke LOL <3

( ^^)Y☆Y(^^ )<- cheers

【 TV 】    ( ̄ *) <- TV

□_ヾ(・_・ ) <- comp

(-_-)B <- telephone

∥wc∥ ヾ(^ ^ゞ =з =з = <- toilet LOL

ヽ`、ヽ`ヽ(* ̄o ̄*)>ヽ`、ヽ <- bath

\(o ̄∇ ̄o)/ <- wake up

(_ _)ヾ(‘ロ‘) <- wake someone up

(´~`) <- sleepy

[(--)]<- sleep

Σ(゚∀´(┗┐ヽ(・∀・ )ノ <- kick

(>_<)○------(^o^)○ <- punch

( ・∀・)[========= <- laser beam

(^-^)/(((((((((●~ <- bomb

―(T_T)→ <- spear

w( ̄_ ̄;w ¬o( ̄- ̄メ) <- gun

( ^)/占~~~~~ <- spray

(*^^)/~~~~~~~~~~◎ <- yoyo

(; ・_・)―――――――――C<―_-) <- capture/pinch LOL

( `_)乂(_' ) <- duel

Uo・ェ・oU <- dog

(=^・ェ・^=) <- cat

( ̄(エ) ̄) <- bear

( ´(00)`) <- pig

<*)) >>=< <- fish

There's a lot more on ameblo, but I'm too lazy to look. =_=

<3 Lang

Listening To: Utakata - Kagrra,

Last ride on; 3:33 PM


Saturday, May 16, 2009
Sorry for triple posting. I promise this is the last post before I shut up. Not really a post. Just a MSN convo I had. It makes me feel so...? <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Y2KkMbM0O0&feature=channel_page

srry i will brb

k

hey

(:

oh
why the "NEH"?

oh cause i felt like putting something there but i didn't know what XD
rurutia is nice O_o <333333333333333333333
*hugs you*

yays
hugs back

now go watch the vid i sent you lmfao >D

oks
HOLY FUCK
HOLY FREAKING HELL
O___O

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA
XDDDDDDD
<3333333333333

yeah, its really entertaining, like caramelldansen
but
OMG I OPENED THAT WINDOW AS MY PARENTS WERE PASSING BY
*RANTRANTRANT*
T_____T

ooooooooooooooooooh
shit
i'm sorry

no its ok
i think they think im weird anyways

lololol

---

you wanna see something disturbing? :3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iabXaeO2Dfw
hahahahahhaahahaha
don't watch when your parents are around plz T_T

O_O
O_____________________________________________O
yeah... thats disturbing
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
lang?
did you disaapear on me?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
T______________________T
< /33333333333333333333333

heylo
sorry
went to eat P:

lol

ok
XD
lol

huh?
s'ok im here
<3333

<333333333333333333333333
:333

*sigh*

again? O_o

it really makes me sad

what happened?

how i prolly wont see you again ever again after the last day of school
or anybody else

=_=
you know that's < /3

huh?
heartbreaking? yeah... it really is

:c

i barely knew you before this year

lol
but
you are one of my best friends
now
:3

yeah,
and you're my best friend

<333333333333333333333333333333333333333

but only for a lil longer i guess...

for sure? >_<
rurutia + this makes me wanna cry >_<

very large chance im going
lang
plz dont cry
it makes me sad when you cry

nononononononono. you know. you are probably the main reason why i am not going back to china

cuz i know that i caused it most of the time

>_<
i cry so often you wouldn't know :3

<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

lol
<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
-insert hug emote-

lol
Lang Trang Gang! <3 says:
i did it for you :D

LOL :33333

meh
so...
if thats the case
that im the reason you stayed...
are you gonna stay now?
or go to china?
>.<

idk P:
-private infos-

:c
well
just try not to bring your parents into this, k?
like...
its your life
you can do what you want with
it
just give it some thought

buuuuuuut if they go back, i can't really stay here on my own O_o

ah...
good point

lol

its your choice
anyways
srry to end epic convo
but i gotta go

lolol

shower and whatnot

k

kk

byes <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

byes <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
tty tomorrow, k?

k :333

<3 Lang

Listening To: Rurutia - Toroimerai [New blog song wheee. :D]

Last ride on; 8:12 PM




Bitch, I hate you. :P LOL.

<3 Lang

Listening To: Same song as above.

Last ride on; 6:55 PM


Yes. I changed my blogskin. Again. XD But I love it cause the banner features the studs. <3



Hahahahaha isn't this cute? X3 The chorus sounds quite nice actually. Would make a nice ringtone for my phone. XD

That video made me wanna buy Mario Kart.....T_T

Hmmm...I feel sad today...because one of my best friends might be leaving the country...then I'll have no one to talk to on weekends...and even if we can still talk over MSN, it'll be less fun...I want you to stay. Please? <3333333333 *million hugs if you stay*

I am on a Plastic Tree craze right now. And sorta an old A9 one too. Dear Bitch released a new single. Cool. <3 And the new Bergerac album/mini album/I'm not sure which is ok. New Ap(r)il single is not ok. Dx

Two days of my long weekend are over and I've done nothing. I was too lazy to even practice piano. =_= *kicks self* I've barely left my house except to go walk around cause I had a backache from sitting so long. =_= I can't study for exams. I feel like I'm going to fail already. I don't know where to start. I've learned so much and forgotten all of it. I need to do something.

More lyrics. :D I can't find the Kanji so here's the translation:

Spica - Plastic Tree

I heard a certain someone
calling that two-named star by just one
As Tokyo seems to refuse the night
with its many coloured lights

Searching through the night sky
for that... what was it..?
Just about everything,
because it all faces you

Look, if by the light of that star
we are to join our separated hands
And if the name of that remembered star
Shows us an unreachable future
Forever, neighbours and friends,
The two of us alone And white Spica

Dividing indivisible love, solving with fractions,
the answer and 'someone' may be the same thing
Viewing the moon from atop a hill, loitering on the way through the universe
And singing, mimicking the cries of a cat

Until the morning dawns,
but.. what'll happen after that?
don't become a lie, don't disappear on me

Still, if the light of that star
can connect seemingly forgotten feelings
And if the name of that remembered star
shines upon the hidden future
Then surely, neighbours and friends,
the two of us alone And white Spica

Look, if by the light of that star
we are to join our separated hands
And if a future is shown in which
we don't remember that star's name anymore
Like it is now, if the light of that star
can connect seemingly forgotten feelings
And if the name of that remembered star
shines upon the hidden future
Then surely, neighbours and friends,
the two of us alone And white Spica

It's gentle, it's kind,
I hear your voice.
It's sad, it's sorrowful, tears fall.
Beloved, yearning, from the bottom of my heart
Already, I can't see you.
Already, I want to see you

From what can be seen here, the two of us far, far apart
It could be seen even in the past, even in the future

Creds: Neuro @ LJ

<3 Lang

Listening To: alice nine. - Q

Last ride on; 6:27 PM


Friday, May 15, 2009
Damn. I really wanna bid on two Plastic Tree singles. >_> Damn damn damn. I wanna save my money for albums, but I don't think I can wait that long. Dx

Should I buy? y/y? Hahaha. :P

<3 Lang

Listening To: Plastic Tree - Spica

Last ride on; 4:07 PM


Thursday, May 14, 2009


LOLOL I love this girl. X3 She is too cute!

Oh last night I had three nightmares. T_T

1. I don't wanna explain. It's really strange. =X

2. I was stressing too much over my history summative which was due yesterday. I had a nightmare about one of the political leaders from my project. It was Manuel Noriega. And he was really hated by the US. @_@ Anyways, in my dream, I was Noriega. Then all the Americans were trying to capture me. T_T For example, while I was crossing a bridge, a guy stabbed me with something...but I did not die [Too bad for me]...then a guy came up to me and said he was going to shoot me but somehow I escaped again. Then I had to live in an alleyway because I was too scared of being caught by the Americans. And also I had a bodyguard but he was shot too.

3. This one was SAD. I was eating lunch with ONE OK ROCK in my history room when all of a sudden, a bear comes into the room and starts to eat the members. O_o Then a dog runs into the room and I leave.

When I woke up from my 3rd dream, it was time to go to school. Which was good because I was too scared to sleep anymore. O_o

Going to post more lyrics. Kubitsuri Rondo by Merry. They're kinda creepy...hm...I think someone I know could relate to this well...

私の頭、私も自分自身を見ることはできませんがクラッシュしている
すべてのジャンクは、メインとすると、ロンドン、パリに行くのは無意味だ

死滅してしまうので、普通の、私は、私を心配している自分を出していくつもり
私さまよう...ここで、 I嘆くのうめき声直接しなければならないと私のメインを保存しますか?

確かに私は夢の国に向かっている、私は空に浮かぶよ
励みになる陽気で、一回戦で、世界は一瞬のうちに消え

死滅してしまうので、普通の、私は、私を心配している自分を出していくつもり
私さまよう...ここで、 I嘆くのうめき声直接しなければならないと私のメインを保存しますか?

蝶のような泡が、光の水上

確かに私は夢の国に向かっている、私は空に浮かぶよ
励みになる陽気で、一回戦で、世界は一瞬のうちに消え

死滅してしまうので、普通の、私は、私を心配している自分を出していくつもり
私さまよう...ここで私は嘆くのだがメインmoans直接保存しますか?

私の周りには存在しません... ...私は自分の叫び声が直接ばいいですか?

Translation:

My head has crashed, I can’t even see myself
It’s all junk, it’s meaningless, me and you, going from London to Paris

Die out, I’ll hang myself, I’m worried because it’s so ordinary
Save me as I wander…where should I direct my moans of lament?

Surely I’m heading for the land of dreams, I’ll float up to the sky
On a comforting merry-go-round, the world disappearing in an instant

Die out, I’ll hang myself, I’m worried because it’s so ordinary
Save me as I wander…where should I direct my moans of lament?

Floating like a butterfly, light as a bubble

Surely I’m heading for the land of dreams, I’ll float up to the sky
On a comforting merry-go-round, the world disappearing in an instant

Die out, I’ll hang myself, I’m worried because it’s so ordinary
Save me as I wander…where should I direct my moans of lament?

I turn around but there’s nobody there…where should I direct my screams?

Creds: Jpopasia

<3 Lang

Listening To: L'arc~en~Ciel - Seventh Heaven

Last ride on; 3:16 PM


Wednesday, May 13, 2009


Whooo I found a new wallpaper. And I LUFF it. X3

Thank you Alice T and Bertie for saving my life!!! <3333333333 I swear I would be deader than dead if it weren't for you two. I owe you guys a lot of hugs and kisses and chocolate chip cookies. X3

THANK YOU SO FREAKING MUCH! *big hug*

Whooo...need some sleep badly...but I'm talking to my KoonIe dear. XD <3

---

This is war. And I will say "Bring it on."

<3 Lang

Listening To: Brilliant - D'espairsRay

Last ride on; 5:32 PM


Monday, May 11, 2009
からかたかたからかたかたかたり
kara kata kata kara katakata katari

愚流り愚流り.
痛い痛い痛い痛い.
何して遊ぶ?

踊らされてるのは私の方ね.

噛み合わぬ吐息に気付いて・・・

「淫ら斑」何度目が「貴男」?
「淫ら斑」何度目が「貴男」?
「淫ら斑」何度目が「貴男」?
「淫ら斑」何度目が「貴男」?
「淫ら斑」何度目が「貴男」?

からかたかたからかたかたかたり

Last ride on; 7:04 PM


Close your eyes. Count to 50 in your head. Take 3 deep breaths. Repeat.

さよなら雨.

Last ride on; 6:38 PM




Got more drawings from my dear, Hannah. :3 This time bunnies in the shape of my name LOL. Thank you!! <3

Hm today something scary happened after school. I was walking to Bloor Station with Jeannie and Alice when a hobo pointed at my shirt and said "Micky Mouse." Then I looked at my shirt and realized it had a pic of Micky Mouse. =_= When we were walking away he said "Stop. Excuse me." to us. =_= Then we started walking faster and when Jeannie turned around, he was right behind us. =_= Then we started walking super fast and another man was like "Kids, slow down." and Jeannie was like "No you don't understand, there's a scary man following us." =_= Then we got to the subway station and there was no creepy man in sight. Oookay. Weird. O_o

Hm. I'm quite angry at a lot of people right now for one reason or another. Lately, I just want to be by myself all the time. :P

Oh ha. I have two more L'arc~en~Ciel song addictions. X3

:)

(:

Gonna post the lyrics to the first song because I think they're nice.

Are you feeling fine?
眠れない夜には君の幻が…
She said,「Loving you made me happy everyday」
あの頃と同じさ無邪気な顔で話しかけないで

繋がっていても予感してたから最初から多分
遠い過去の事さ教えてくれた別れの意味

いつになれば糸を断ち切り君を乗り越える?

Are you feeling fine?
長い道の途中でさよならの代わりに
She said,「Loving you made me happy everyday」
何事も無いかのよう世界は回る僕を残して

限りなく自由・・・使えないくらい時間は尽きない
晴れ渡る日々に閉ざしていても自由だけど

腕を伸ばしドアを開いて忘れかけたのに…

Are you feeling fine?
眠れない夜には君の幻が…
She said,「Loving you made me happy everyday」
あの頃と同じさ無邪気な顔で話しかけないで

微熱軽く何処か君を…

今頃きっと気にも止めずに君は夢の中

Are you feeling fine?
無駄な抵抗はやめて明日へと向かおう
I said,「Loving you made me happy everyday」
いつの間にか眠りに途切れて消えた笑顔のままで

Translation:

Are you feeling fine?
On those sleepless nights your illusion...
She said "Loving you made me happy everyday"
Don't talk to me with the same innocent face you had back then

Even though we were connected, I probably had premonitions from the beginning
It's all in the distant past. You taught me the meaning of parting

When will I cut the thread and get over you?
In the middle of a long road, instead of saying goodbye
She said "Loving you made me happy everyday"
Like nothing, the world turns and leaving me behind

Limitless freedom...the useless time won't run out
Even if I'm locked in these days clearing up, I'm free, but

I've forgotten how to stretch my arm and open the door though...

Are you feeling fine?
On those sleepless nights your illusion...
She said "Loving you made me happy everyday"
Don't talk to me with the same innocent face you had back then

I saw you somewhere with my light fever...

Right now you're surely in a dream without a care

Are you feeling fine?
Let's stop our futile resistance and move on to tomorrow
I said, loving you made me happy everyday,
Before I noticed, it was interrupted by sleep and disappeared while I smiled

Creds: jpopasia

<3 Lang

Listening To: Advanced Insane - the studs <3

Afterthought: Oh I like that new FMA end song by SID. ^^ Was watching it on Christine's blog LOL.

Last ride on; 2:26 PM


Sunday, May 10, 2009


Anza of HPP. She's hot. Whooo. :]

Wheee second post...oh yeah my parents bought some cake and fondue and stuff when the guests came over yesterday so I took a pic of the fondue. Ha. :P



Yeah. I know you want some. :">

I went to math tutoring...it was boring. O_o And I asked a lot of stupid questions...heeee. Oh yeah, when I walked out of the math tutoring place, there was this Chinese kid and he was C-walking in the middle of the road. Whooo. :3 I stayed around to watch. Then a car came by and honked and swore at him for C-walking in the middle of the road. LOL. Then I left. X3



This is C-walking. And it's a lot pro-er than the one I saw today. XD

Then on the way home, my dad dropped me off at a street corner so I could walk home cause he said I need some exercise. =_= Then as I was walking home, I found a rose on the ground and gave it to my mommy. :] ROFL. But I took her out for dinner afterwards. When I told her I would pay for it she said she wanted lobster and seafood. T_T LOL. Except we went to a Chinese place cause we always go to Chinese places. c: Then my mom was paranoid we were going to get swine flu and made me rinse my utensils in vinegar. Hahaha. I love my mom.

Dr. Core 991 made me love Koreans all over again. Hah. :">

I had a good weekend. See ya bitches later. 8D

<3 Lang

Listening To: Dr. Core 911 - Slam

Last ride on; 12:57 PM


Saturday, May 9, 2009


Izumi of Kagrra, <3

Oh hahaha I discovered I like older J-Rockers better yesterday. Like Izumi. And Hizumi. And Hyde. And Gara. Whoop! <3

Too lazy to post yesterday...effing tired...haaa. I did nothing besides go on MSN and talk to my bitch all day and type up notes English and play piano...this girl who is the daughter of our family friend came over and she is really pro at piano...we watched this movie about Lang Lang...not me, the Chinese pianist. LOL. XD And yeah...I wanna play like him. *fails* Or at least improve...A LOT...cause I have my exam in August. ._.

Oh yeah I was talking to James on MSN last night and he sent me this vid:



I like it a lot better than the GazettE version. :/ Cause I don't really like Ruki's voice live. Oh hahahaha, look at the fangirls flailing their arms around at 2:15-2:16. LOLOLOL. Freaking awkward.

He also linked me to this new forum where all the Batsu people are flocking too...it's so empty. And dark. And it's growing instead of dying. @_@ Like the opposite of Batsu...

Ahaha. "I have no gift for Mother's Day." "Hugs are gifts." :3 Which reminds me...I do not have a gift for Mother's Day...Phft whatever...pissed at mom anyways...I'm getting sent to math tutoring today. =_=

Aw kitty went on hiatus. :( I think I might go on hiatus too...once exams start...except kitty's is 3 weeks and mine is only 6 days haha...and you do not know how badly I get distracted. XD Good luck Christine and myself and whoever else is taking exams cause I think we're gonna need it. =_= Haaa.

<3 Lang

Listening To: L'arc~en~Ciel - Daybreak's Bell <3333333333



ZOOM IN. :3 LMFAO. Yesh I love this song.

Last ride on; 11:16 AM


Friday, May 8, 2009
To the person I was talking to just a while ago,

Ok I lied. This isn't going to be the longest blog post ever. Cause I need to be discreet about who I'm talking about. Haha.

I am happy and flattered right now. And I made you happy too. SO HA! I WIN BITCH. >D Wheee~

See ya~ :3

<3 Lang

Last ride on; 6:09 PM




Reno of ViViD. I think he looks really similar to Ko-ki in this. KoonIe sent it to me yesterday. ^^ Sorry for stealing your pic babe. XD



Oh and this deathbie pic of Yumehito I found on Batsu. O_o Idk what to think of it. I still like him though. XD

Before I forget again...HAPPY SUPER SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY ROCK CANDY DOLL, ANZA!!! <3 Her birthday was last week. Crap. I only remembered after reading her blog. *headdesk*

Anyways, today I discovered that I am claustrophic. O_o There was a delay on the subway and it was super crowded...I was standing right beside the door and for most of the ride I was stuck beside a guy who kept breathing heavily on me and an old lady with insanely large boobs that were sticking into my face...LMFAO...I felt like throwing up really...I had to turn up the volume of my MP3 to full blast and close my eyes...and then I felt sorta better. >_> Oh yeah I was trying to study for geo, but I couldn't really, cause I couldn't hold the paper more than 10 cm away from my face...it was too crowded. O_o

Other than that...my day was relatively unstressful. XD First period, I had my geo exam which I finished in 15 minutes LOL, second period I didn't participate in gym class cause we were playing lacrosse [Alice T searched up how to play lacrosse on Google. Haha. XD], third period I talked to Emily and Xiwen about random crap, went for lunch at Buff with Emily, fourth period was basically the same as third, talked with GR, Daniel, Alyssa and we had a sub so we talked A LOT X3, GR and Daniel finished my bottle of water, twice XD, fifth period I did my english oral essay but it was EASY and Wilson said he thinks I got an decent mark. :D

And that concludes yet another week. :P Long weekend next week~

Oh ha I'm so obsessed with Kagrra, right now. X3 Boris was right. Their music makes my heart melt. <333

<3 Lang

Listening To: BREAKERZ - Gimmick?

Last ride on; 2:56 PM


Wednesday, May 6, 2009
To the person I was talking to earlier tonight,

Thank you for making me smile. c: And making me cry too. And I WILL think about what you've said to me...cause it meant a lot. No one I've told has cared that much...which is why I've been contemplating moving a lot lately...I didn't think anyone would mind...until you told me otherwise. XD And that made me feel happy and loved. LOL. <3 Dammit, you make my life so complicated. >8P Oh ha. I sound freaking retarded. XD

Oh and something else you said to me tonight will make me LOL in my sleep. It was hilarious~ X3

People become afraid to get close, because they know the pain of saying "goodbye",
but the invisible bonds between us met and grew,
so we nurture those bonds for ever, and ever
. <33333

Good night.

<3 Your "sister" :3

Last ride on; 6:04 PM


Tuesday, May 5, 2009


I'm posting this cause Christine wanted to see it. ^^ It's Yumehito cosplaying as Ciel of Kuroshitsuji. <3 Zoom in cause the expression on his face is super smexy. Haha.



OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGAJFKITEHOREIVGOIRG. MILLION WATT SMILE. 8DDDDD That is so adorable. He is literally doing a ^___^ face. LOL.



Pon! <3 Ty to Christine kitteh cat for these two pics. I hope you don't mind. Heee. <333



Oh ha. I took a picture of this cause it looked yummy. ^^ My mom just made it for meh...after I ate McDonald's. T_T||| *pats belly* Geez...

Wow this was a picspammy post...and I sound too happy and fangirly...not good. >8P *zips mouth shut* Mrfle mrfle.

<3 Lang

Listening To: Kagrra, - Jusou [Oh yeah I love their Shu album. Kinda late to be saying it but w/e it's awesome. :3]

Last ride on; 4:04 PM


Monday, May 4, 2009


CHEESU! ^_^v Haha I think I already posted this pic but w/e. I just discovered today that "cheesu" is the Japanese way of saying "cheese". LOL. I fail. >_< Happy birthday to my adorable shirt ripping, hair flipping HIROTOPON! <3333333333 LOLOLOL. ;P



LOL I didn't make this. >_> Found it somewhere on Photobucket. I'm a lazy betch. 8D And this is probably cuter than anything I could make anyways. Heee. ^^v

Anyways, if I wasn't so busy, I think I would've done something for his birthday. >_> Like buy cake and eat it myself LOL...heee I'm high today...well I made a banana split just now...so I guess that can be a replacement of a cake. :D

Hm, recount of my day. I woke up half an hour early to go to some science tutoring thing, second period Ms. Levere said I needed to fix my storyboard, third period I handed in my science lab, fourth period Jenny drew meh some cute bunny drawings and I watched John eat rice with a spoon made out of paper since he didn't have a spoon and I possibly fell asleep sometime after that O_o, fifth period I wrote some art critizism thingy. :P I stayed after school to study for the geo exam [FRIDAY HOSHIT. >_<] and then had piano class right after so I didn't have time to eat anything and my stomach was grumbling the whole time. Me: Heee...^_^" Teacher: ._. LMFAO. Now I'm supposed to be working on English...fun...>_>

Today in history, Grace Luo pointed out to me that today is 05/04/09 and 5+4=9 LOL. I know that's not all that fascinating but it makes me feel like today is a lucky day. ^^

Oh yeah I found my old, 1 GB MP3 today...though it's super crappy compared to my Ipod, I guess it's better than nothing...when I turned it on it was all English songs from when I was in grade 7 O_o LOL...WTF I can't even fit a quarter of my songs onto it...T_T *bangs MP3 against wall* OH DAMMIT YOU. D8<

Chizuru is such an addicting song...the first time I listened to it I thought it was horrid and vowed never to listen to it again...T_T Now I can't stop listening to it...wheeeee the chorus is addicting. And the PV is hot. Haha. :]

'Nuff of my fangirling...I need to go analyze Lord of the Flies...haha. ;P

<3 Lang

Listening To: Chizuru - the GazettE [Endless repeat :3] <33333

Afterthought: OMGOMGOMG Zetsu is addictive too. O__________o Haha. <3

Last ride on; 6:31 PM


Sunday, May 3, 2009


Nana <3 Aw. I want her outfit.



OMGOMGOMGOMG WANT! >_< It's so pretty. But I need to get a new Ipod first. T_T Rawr.

I sent Pon fanmail just now. ^^ Heeeee. Cause it's his birthday tomorrow, but actually today in Japan. It was the stupidest message ever haha...in which I wished him a happy birthday, told him he was the most awesome guitarist [Not exactly true LOL XD], and asked if he could come to Canada, all in my fail Japanese. *gigglesnort* Yay.

Cheers to the cutest guitarist! [This is true. :3] <3

Yay I discovered some awesome music today and it makes me happy. :] LMFAO wheeeee~

<3 Lang

Listening To: Loveholic - TV

Last ride on; 3:24 PM


Saturday, May 2, 2009


Gara of Merry <33333

Meh I need more Merry pics...all I have are songs...Merry makes up 1/10 of all my J-Rock music and that makes me incredibly happy. LOL.

Sayonara Rain lyrics - Merry

So many tears you fought so hard. There's comfort in crying tear girl...
Today's weather is as the forecast predicted signs of rain outside the umbrella can't protect your heart...

Your numerous memories are being squeezed into your small chest...

You sadly turn your back (on me) so you don't have to turn your face...
Our goodbye leaves footprints in your heart...
Your hand lowers sadly so you don't have to turn your face...
In this night, spent on your own, you cry together with the sad rain...

When you're used to being alone you know what it means to be lonely. You long for someone who gives you a shoulder (to cry on)...
Today's weather, again, is as the forecast predicted rain outside once more you eagerly long for someone who can give you shelter from the rain...

Suddenly, the telephone rings... you lower its volume to 'mute'...
Your feelings are stained with lies... there's no turning back...

You sadly turn your back (on me) so you don't have to turn your face...
Our goodbye leaves footprints in your heart...
Your hand lowers sadly so you don't have to turn your face...
In this night, spent on your own, the sad rain...

You sadly turn your back (on me) so you don't have to turn your face...
Our goodbye leaves footprints in your heart...
Your hand lowers sadly so you don't have to turn your face...

Because in this night, spent on your own, you cry together with the sad rain...

Aw! <3 Haha. Right I need to work now. Bye.

<3 Lang

Listening To: Sayonara Rain on endless repeat :]

Last ride on; 8:15 AM


Friday, May 1, 2009


Kanon Wakeshima <3333333333 Heeeee my love. ^^



I made a wallpaper with this. (: Will upload later.

Heyheyhey I made my first vlog today! :DDD It's epikku fail desu but I had fun. LMFAO. Cheers.



Yep it's a SILENT vlog...nothing wrong with your speakers LOL...in case you checked. XD Cause I don't really know what to talk about...this way no one knows for sure what I'm talking about. It's odd I know...haha...meh.



Oh and watch this. It's the cutest thing. LMFAO <3 My parents have tons of her merchandise cause they really like her or something. O_o I showed it to Dennybetch and he says it's pro so I guess it must be. ;P LOL.

Fudgecakes...I forgot to do something important after school...-insert cursing here- DDDx Oh wells...

I have six exams...four days total...French, Spanish, German, math, history, science...bleh. Dx *flails arms* But I shouldn't complain...cause Christine told me she has 3 weeks of exams. O_o HOSHIT. And I thought one week was bad enough...geez...*headdesk* I should be glad my parents took me out of China before I was old enough to start school...haha. At least there's no ranking system here...

Oh yeah, today in Spanish we got a surprise quiz and I failed but that's ok because it didn't count for marks. LOL. And I got above 80 for my test so I didn't have to go for tutoring. :'D Yo estoy muy pro a espanol. 8DDD

I wasted 3 hours of my life on MSN...geez...*stares* I have so much work...let's start a countdown 'til the last day of school shall we? :'D

Countdown: 53 T_T

<3 Lang

Listening To: the GazettE - Taion

Afterthought: Happy May! :'D

Last ride on; 5:49 PM


線香花火
歌: aiko
作詞 & 作曲: aiko

あぁ あの日が最後だと知っていたなら
もっとあたしあなたを抱きしめたのかな?
それともきつく当たったのか?
膨れた頬は線香花火
橙色も弾けた

隣で重ねた約束
いくつもあっていくつもあって
砂浜の恋はあたしに沢山の夢をくれた

あなたの指を追いかけた最後の夏さようなら
いつまでも素敵な想い出です
痛い喧嘩も今は愛しい

二人で過ごした青い日
いくつもあって消えなくて

朝焼け迎えた婦り道は近くなった距離と
熱い首が恥ずかしかった
話し込んだせいで冷えた膝も
夜明け前の切ないキスも

ゆっくりと忍び寄る風が示す季節の変わり目
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